Grey clouds are heavy.

Geog, maths, Gp down. Geog was most probably crap, shit. All thanks to the irritating constant headache. Maths was okay for the second part, but the pure maths one was screwed totally. Gp, ahhh. I'm hoping just for a pass. Please.
Just 3 papers down, yet i'm feeling drained already. Stamina isn't here.
I'm still wondering, wth did i chose this jc path, and what's more, as an arts. Heavy writing, heavy memorising. Except for maths, i'll have probably written more than 2000 words by the end.

I'm missing the camps days yet again. And yeah, f3. All of us seemed to be so engrossed in our own world, busy with prelims and all. Just few months ago, outings were considered regular, picnics and all. Even studying out. ohwell, with 83 more days to go, it'll get wrose i guess.

And yes, the countdown board stationed right at the school's gate is terrific. Just to add more stress to the high level i'm already it. It's so black and white, and the impact isn't really that positive. Too much stress just breaks you, you know that.

Two years back, i was all prepared for my O's already. At least for my geography, and most subjects. Just look at me now, i can't see myself looking the results slip next week and smile. I don't want to cry seriously. Freak, thinking of that day next week, i'll bang myself against anything and die. Ahh.

One last thing, i think i look pretty weird with my new stupid specs. Makes me look old (not even older), super studious. I feel like so old lady carrying books la omg. And everyone commented that i'll look like some freak, if with contacts. Ew, something wrong with my face!