Crying out for goodness sake.

12 hours later: my last paper, end of prelims.
It’s pretty fortunate that arts are ending much earlier. All of science counterparts are shouting out in sorrow, everytime I brought this matter up. :) Just too bad!

After crashing onto my bed for few hours in the afternoon, I’m feeling recharged up till now. Yet concentration level is pretty low. Quite in the post-prelims mood already.

Lets see. For prelims, I actually feel much more prepared, than the CTs, perhaps having read through much of the notes so many times before already. Yet, I’m not having much faith in the results.
Geog was pretty much screwed up. Human paper today’s actually okay, due the whole atmosphere was weird, and I was feeling drowsy. Physical paper, questions were indirect to me.
Econs, I’ve got a pretty good feeling about essays actually. Managed to finish all six parts. But, whether it’s crap or not, I don’t know. Pls, let me pass this time, plsss.
Lit was just usual. Nothing much to comment about this unpredictable subject ever, maybe only, I do find the poems and prose quite interesting.
Gp, my most feared subject. Don’t think I could handle another consultation with a fail. Try to apply whatever knowledge I could squeeze out then. Just hope that it’ll pay off.
Maths, the failure of my life. Curse of my life, ever since sec sch time. I think I did okay for statistics, but the pure maths part was total crap.

With this review of the prelims and having sit through the full papers, I’ve gotten a real touch with the real exams. It’s gotta be real tough man. Arts is indeed about stamina to be able to pull through those essays. About, more than 15 essays? Halfway through lit and geog the last two days, my fingers almost got detached and my arms were feeling floppy by the end of it. Totally draining physically. And I haven’t got to the amount of things we need to memorise.
But I’m glad that I was not in the science stream. Interest is totally not there.


Okay, the academic dull part is over.
I’m looking forward towards the post-prelims celebrations, which will most probably take part next week. :)
Some retail therapy is most needed.

I was reading through some geog notes the other day, and came across this term : Gender Inequality. Absolutely disgusted with the content. Bride Burns. Female Infantcide. Totally unjust, in every sense. What’s worse, mothers could actually bear to murder their own daughters, just for the sake of trying for another son. They can see their daughters be burn to death, just because of the death of their freaking old husbands. Where’s the great mother love here?
What’s with this gender inequality, seriously. If females were that insignificant, that indispensable, then these senseless egoistic males should perhaps think, where did they even start out from.

Enough ranting, I’m just glad that here, at least girls are respected.

Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUANG! (sorry, belated one!)
You were right, that only when it's coming close to the ending then only people starts to get closer. :) But, there's so much more time after this year! And yeah, thanks for the laughter yo! You're prehaps one of the most "high" people i know, my ogl! The wild yet elegant girl, sharing much common interest! :)
happpy birthday dear!

Btw, i'm really stuck onto the piano piece- lovestory meets vivalavida. Beautiful piece of music.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream