Friday, May 15, 2009

woah, i haven't been in here for a very very long time, and it feels kind of good to get down to writing a post after much nagging form Vicky. :) I can't really recall things that happened in the past two weeks or so, except for school. It seems like everyday is just training, tutorials, lectures, schoolwork, not-much-sleep .. My life for the past two weeks had been a really sad and tiring one. No life! HAHA.

In the midst of my absence, I've grew one year older, and officially 18! It might be a little too late, but still a big thankyou to everyone who wished me and merrygang, familythree, queenstown ppl and lastly MABELLINE MY TWIN! :) It was a wonderful day turning 18!

And i had a break from everything and ran to Penang for three days. Saw many things about the place, good and bad. It's much more undeveloped compared to Singapore, but at least there're still some form of natural greenery there.

I just met up with Tricia and JiaXin, at least our eight years friendship is still going strong! YAY! This meet up brings back a lot of memories, the old buses with no air-con, the route to school that i no longer take, those young radin-mas-ians that we used to be and so much more .. Growing up isn't a bad thing, but staying young is still so much better. I realised in coping with my current life, i've been neglecting alot of ppl around me. There's so much to catch up, so much about the happenings that i don't know.

Being 18 sounds like a grown-up. This particular year is indeed a significant one. Since my birthday, i've felt the effects already. Alevels, stress, issues that i once didn't have to think about. Whatever is it, Alevels is going to be placed as top priority. Everyone is starting to feel the stress already i guess, especially after today, after getting the progress report. I'm nowhere to even getting into a private university, let alone getting into NUS. At some point of time, i just wished that i had accepted reality las year and just go into the poly. Ohwell, since i'm already more than halfway to the finishing line, with the examination fees paid, i had better wake up and start to get serious. It's either or break it, for all of us. And i have to make it, and not disappointing myself and everyone else.

Just six more months.
Six more months.

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