attended some useful talk this afternoon,
economy and it's depressing situation.
fel read my palm.
i'll have one fling, two real love relationships.
one of which i'll be deeply into it.
HAHAHAH. hmm.
recently i've been seeing lots of couples getting together,
and a lot breaking up, or some rocky ones.
affairs of the heart never fails to hurt, right?

a boat stays far out in the open sea.
when the tide is low, it floats there, sliently, on its own,
never bothering anyone else, the rest of the boats.
when the waves hit high, it comes knocking,
into the cluster of boats that had gathered,
taking one made of the same wood,
and goes the two boats back into the open sea, again.
there's one boat left standing, and the winds come raging.
and that boat starts going, going where the waters take it.
that boat, its body, its wood, no one has it.


i think insensitive people are most intolerant.
they go and come as they like,
but what about people's feelings?
i'm exterme, my views stay strong.
like, okay, hate. and it remains.
i show what i think, no mask.
hypocrites, i can't reach the level where i can show superfical expressions.
making use of, like a toy.
people shouldn't do that, really.
how much it hurts, do you know?


right now, i really wish i could be in new zealand,
i dont want to think, relationships, academic ..
sitting on the bus, playing in the snow, standing in the icy river,
freezing chocolate bars by the window.
nature.
ahhhhh. i reallll realllly miss new zealand!