YAY, i'm done with maths common test! :) however badly i've done, it's over! guess the hope lies in prelims, hopefully.



And yes, the last few days were spent(sadly, not that productive) with gp and maths. In the midst of all the studying, there was much thoughts and emotions coming strong.

it's been a about a year since CDAYL. :)

F3 had a picnic at the hortpark, which was really pretty and pity, since it rained and attendance wasn't that great. Nevertheless, things were still at a high level mode :)

a scene from yunnan, it reflects life a little, doesn't it?

And new zealand, most unforgettable.

Contrasting the new trips i've been, it really brings out how fortunate people are, and how much they don't appreciate things.

The school i visited in yunnan, those children there, had to cram in that freaking tiny bed together with their books and friends. with toliets that were never washed, that had no doors. some with loved ones lost. their study desks stacked up with books, all ready for lessons. had to walked probably one whole day just to go home and collect the school fees, some reaching home to only to recieve bad news.. They had the harshest conditions, but they were filled with drive for life, for learning..

And here i am, going on the wonderful new zealand trip, spending more than i could afford, eating the most filling and nurtirous meals, visiting places so leisurely, and taking learning slow. Man, how fortunate i am!

I'm going to travel around the world, and hold out my hands to those who need them. yes i will.

came across a saying from one of my friends, leon,

time flows, things goes.

oh yes, indeed so.

10 years down, i might just pass by someone close now, and not say hi.

i don't know.

But, friendships forged down, F3, MG, PAM and so much more.. No, i don't want to ever pass them as strangers. Never.

I want to grow up and sit down, talk about life together, giving blessings at each others' wedding, watching our children grow.

to become old and still say, hey there my friend, remember those old times.

it's just all too unbearable to watch things go.

next. hypocrispy.

i guess all of us are, at some point, a hypocrite. I'll love to think that i'm not too.

Even, entertaining people, just not to make things so plain, isn't that fake.

All of us puts on false fronts. But lately, all these are getting onto me.

I realised, i can't pretend, i can't stand all these shit fronts that people takes on.

Then, i'll see the sad side and empthasize with them. Then i'll be all mixed up.

See my point, at every point, i'm confused. Always.