Reality check.
For geog, i'm smoking thg with my secondary knowledge and my complacently. Too bad, i've been stripped off the A grade band. From my A1 in O's, to what grade in A's? I've decided to put in more than i can for it. Not going to settle with just a mere pass, or a grade C.
For the rest, i'll rather not talk about it.

I see that the stress is getting into most of my counterparts. All fervently cramming words, holding up pens scribbling. Revision plans all set. Yes, the race has started, but how long can it last?

Sometimes i'll get a glimspe of the faint light floating there, right there. It's within reach, but much have to be done, to get my hands on that. At desperate times, i'll run, heavily, struggle with every passing step. Just to reach the end. Then sometimes it'll be breakdowns. No light, it just goes out and i'll lay myself on the shapeless nowhere.

i just hope the light never dies.

So, things are cleared. But, my feelings, i can't vouch for that.

Somehow, it's the gulit that lingers around here. Is it just gulit, or more than that?
I still think that there're much better flowers out there, really.