i'm feeling really irritated now. having the time of the month, it's been especially uncomfortable.
the after-promos feelings are really getting on to me, i'm feeling lazy all the while, not bothering listening in class or even making an effort to do so. now all i do when i'm home is to eat, read, com, sleep. what a life.

so many things happened this week, i'm quite wore out already. as much as i'm smiling on the outside, i'm expoding internally. blanking out, unable to it in anywhere, feeling so alienated. so many things bothering me, so tired physically and emotionally. i guess i'm starting to show it, i'm so sorry. but seriously, as everyday goes by, something bad has to happen. everything getting on my nerves. and the insecurity is there, heavier each day.

seriously, i need school to end soon. two more weeks, it's a long long time.




i need to talk.