hello!

wed, officially the last day of school! :) i think we attended GP first thing in the morning only. the rest of the day was spent indulging in merrying, as usual. it's definitely a fun school day. but sadly, the school seems so empty. the J2s are all on study leave, and it being the last day of school, half of the people are absent. it's the first time i've seen the canteen so empty. anw, the few of us had much fun under the sun! the field was so empty, we started taking pics, throwing shoes around, rolling about. :) i'll surely miss these times spent with merry gang!
and we went down to town to study, supposedly. since all of us had no training! :) but somehow, ths studying thing didn't quite work out, and we ended up eating, talking and a little shopping. it's a merrying day thg and thg! cheers, merry gang!

today, CHINESE A LEVELS. i can't say how well or badly i did, cos i seriously have no idea. whatever lah luh, i did my best, and that's it. my only wish is that i don't have to retake the exam the next year. i think i'll go bang myself somewhere if i had to. anw, enough of chinese. after the paper, had a little of yunnan meeting and later the leaders' interview. had some activities before it's my turn. it was hot, but i dont really mind it. I DONT THINK MABEL MINDED IT THAT MUCH TOO, RIGHT? HAHA! we sneak off after our interviews, and stayed up at the grandstand to watch vicky train. we're being such cheapos, we ran to the ops room to have the chocolate fondue, just for that we went. haha! anw, had great time talking with them. they're such irritants, but i love them still. :) but please please, no more of THE CALL.
anw, just when we're about to leave the school, i recieved a call from my mother, saying something about my grandpa being in critical condition and that i were to go to the hospital. and i rushed to my aunt's, and we rushed to the hospital. everyone's so solemn. after one hour of waiting or so, it turned out fine. omg, but still, my grand's pretty weak now and lying in the intensive care. i guess i'll be there overnight soon, tml? hope he's doing fine! :)

omg, i've just heard of something really funny. someone fell asleep, sleeping so soundly. till the point that his brother dragged him around the whole house, and he finally felt the pain and woke up. like a corspe being dragged around. HAHAHAHA. right, dixon? he doesn't wants it explained, privacy! allright, someone's shy. HAHA!!

anw, i think my obsession is getting deeper each day. this is actually the first time i've felt this way. this deeply. omg, i think i'm getting crazy. shitttt. okay, i think the hol's will heal it. i'll be back to normal soon, i hope. :) yeah i'll be. and then, i'll not be clinging on to something so unrealistic, so far out of reach. absence makes the heart grow fonder, i hope not. yesyes, no more of all this, please.

anw, i've just gotten my hands on Breaking Dawn. yay, i'll be engrossed in it soon. it's probably the most ideal love story every girl dreams. the simple love between two, with a little adventure sometimes. i think you can't find it anywhere else but in those books. it's just so fantasy, and got me fantanising. okay, that sounds wrong. anw, it's really really nice.

and i'm looking forward to packing gifts with jam and vicky in school tml! :) and of course, the gathering dinner later in the evening. yay, finally we're meeting up again!
sorry joey and eve, i can't make it for tml's halloween! i'm really really sorry, i wanted to go quite badly!

MABEL, I'M A BIG BIG GIRL, IN A BIG BIG WORLD. okay, loser, thanks for playing along with me all this while. i couldnt imagine life without you, this irritating twin of mine! :) anw, i meant it when i say i'll have 5 on my next year's class tee! HAHA! DONT CHEATING ME OF MY MONEY AND RETURN MY 65CENTS PLEASE, WITH ONE CHINCHOW! :)