hello!
wed, officially the last day of school! :) i think we attended GP first thing in the morning only. the rest of the day was spent indulging in merrying, as usual. it's definitely a fun school day. but sadly, the school seems so empty. the J2s are all on study leave, and it being the last day of school, half of the people are absent. it's the first time i've seen the canteen so empty. anw, the few of us had much fun under the sun! the field was so empty, we started taking pics, throwing shoes around, rolling about. :) i'll surely miss these times spent with merry gang!
and we went down to town to study, supposedly. since all of us had no training! :) but somehow, ths studying thing didn't quite work out, and we ended up eating, talking and a little shopping. it's a merrying day thg and thg! cheers, merry gang!
today, CHINESE A LEVELS. i can't say how well or badly i did, cos i seriously have no idea. whatever lah luh, i did my best, and that's it. my only wish is that i don't have to retake the exam the next year. i think i'll go bang myself somewhere if i had to. anw, enough of chinese. after the paper, had a little of yunnan meeting and later the leaders' interview. had some activities before it's my turn. it was hot, but i dont really mind it. I DONT THINK MABEL MINDED IT THAT MUCH TOO, RIGHT? HAHA! we sneak off after our interviews, and stayed up at the grandstand to watch vicky train. we're being such cheapos, we ran to the ops room to have the chocolate fondue, just for that we went. haha! anw, had great time talking with them. they're such irritants, but i love them still. :) but please please, no more of THE CALL.
anw, just when we're about to leave the school, i recieved a call from my mother, saying something about my grandpa being in critical condition and that i were to go to the hospital. and i rushed to my aunt's, and we rushed to the hospital. everyone's so solemn. after one hour of waiting or so, it turned out fine. omg, but still, my grand's pretty weak now and lying in the intensive care. i guess i'll be there overnight soon, tml? hope he's doing fine! :)
omg, i've just heard of something really funny. someone fell asleep, sleeping so soundly. till the point that his brother dragged him around the whole house, and he finally felt the pain and woke up. like a corspe being dragged around. HAHAHAHA. right, dixon? he doesn't wants it explained, privacy! allright, someone's shy. HAHA!!
anw, i think my obsession is getting deeper each day. this is actually the first time i've felt this way. this deeply. omg, i think i'm getting crazy. shitttt. okay, i think the hol's will heal it. i'll be back to normal soon, i hope. :) yeah i'll be. and then, i'll not be clinging on to something so unrealistic, so far out of reach. absence makes the heart grow fonder, i hope not. yesyes, no more of all this, please.
anw, i've just gotten my hands on Breaking Dawn. yay, i'll be engrossed in it soon. it's probably the most ideal love story every girl dreams. the simple love between two, with a little adventure sometimes. i think you can't find it anywhere else but in those books. it's just so fantasy, and got me fantanising. okay, that sounds wrong. anw, it's really really nice.
and i'm looking forward to packing gifts with jam and vicky in school tml! :) and of course, the gathering dinner later in the evening. yay, finally we're meeting up again!
sorry joey and eve, i can't make it for tml's halloween! i'm really really sorry, i wanted to go quite badly!
MABEL, I'M A BIG BIG GIRL, IN A BIG BIG WORLD. okay, loser, thanks for playing along with me all this while. i couldnt imagine life without you, this irritating twin of mine! :) anw, i meant it when i say i'll have 5 on my next year's class tee! HAHA! DONT CHEATING ME OF MY MONEY AND RETURN MY 65CENTS PLEASE, WITH ONE CHINCHOW! :)
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
went macs for breakfast today again, before going to school. it's almost a daily routine now, only that it'll be disrupted soon. since school's ending tml. and tml, being the last day of school, i'll be there for morning assembly. i've not been present since, the week before last.
talking about school closure, aw. pretty sad. i was looking forward to school, well, school without lessons, after the long weekend. i've found a new motivation to go to school. but just as i got this new drive, school's ending. aw, that's so so sad. anw, i'll just continue hoping. :)
thurs chinese a levels, and i hasn't got my hands on any of the chinese things. and i realised i hasn't been passing my chinese assignments since i came jj. only some really minor ones, i barely scraped a pass. argh, i hope i dont fail the major exam on thurs, i'll just cry if i've to retake chinese next year. OMG, JUST LET ME GET A D, I'LL BE MORE THAN HAPPY. :)
anw, i've not been thinking much lately, or rather the long weekend. i've been only thinking about that one thing, just that one thing that seems so huge, that i'm like thinking of millions of stuff. it's been a really long while since i've been so hooked on to something. and i realised i'm being rather childish and unrealistic. prehaps i shouldn't be so into this thing, it's going turned out to be nothing in the end, so there's no point getting myself so engrossed in it.
talking about the last day of school, tml. the idea of us being J2S are somewhat unbelievable. just few months, or few weeks back, we were still struggling thg all the papers. and now, everything's settled, whether we're promoted or not, we can't change it alr. but still, i'll be 18 soon. taking alevels quite soon, and going to the uni hopefully. haha, i guess i'm being rather far-fetched. i'm beginning to start to miss my J1 life already, it'll be considered heaven, compared to our life next year. i'm soo gonna miss our routine, tuesdays and thursdays staying back with jam at the grandstand watching our moon movie, skipping of lectures and lit lessons, going to the plank, and so many things that it'll be impossible next year. AW.
anw, all my J2s seniors, mug hard for As! :)
talking about school closure, aw. pretty sad. i was looking forward to school, well, school without lessons, after the long weekend. i've found a new motivation to go to school. but just as i got this new drive, school's ending. aw, that's so so sad. anw, i'll just continue hoping. :)
thurs chinese a levels, and i hasn't got my hands on any of the chinese things. and i realised i hasn't been passing my chinese assignments since i came jj. only some really minor ones, i barely scraped a pass. argh, i hope i dont fail the major exam on thurs, i'll just cry if i've to retake chinese next year. OMG, JUST LET ME GET A D, I'LL BE MORE THAN HAPPY. :)
anw, i've not been thinking much lately, or rather the long weekend. i've been only thinking about that one thing, just that one thing that seems so huge, that i'm like thinking of millions of stuff. it's been a really long while since i've been so hooked on to something. and i realised i'm being rather childish and unrealistic. prehaps i shouldn't be so into this thing, it's going turned out to be nothing in the end, so there's no point getting myself so engrossed in it.
talking about the last day of school, tml. the idea of us being J2S are somewhat unbelievable. just few months, or few weeks back, we were still struggling thg all the papers. and now, everything's settled, whether we're promoted or not, we can't change it alr. but still, i'll be 18 soon. taking alevels quite soon, and going to the uni hopefully. haha, i guess i'm being rather far-fetched. i'm beginning to start to miss my J1 life already, it'll be considered heaven, compared to our life next year. i'm soo gonna miss our routine, tuesdays and thursdays staying back with jam at the grandstand watching our moon movie, skipping of lectures and lit lessons, going to the plank, and so many things that it'll be impossible next year. AW.
anw, all my J2s seniors, mug hard for As! :)
romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run
you’ll be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story
baby just say yes
Sunday, October 26, 2008
allright, some updates!
wed, had to skip tkd to attend the YUNNAN meeting. it ended quite late, so i didn't have a chance to even visit. :( anw, i'm in PERSONNEL for YUNNAN TRIP. it's all about admin, attendance. pretty much things to do, and it's not so fun as it goes along. you'll just see names all ard you. but still, it's okay, i'll enjoy it somehow. :) can't wait for the trip!
thurs, went school in the morning, and sneaked out again, to go MACS for breakfast. we wanted to attend some lessons, really. but somehow, we attended only civics and gp. then we've got OP, mr chua's nice, giving useful comments. :) stayed back with jam and later vicky joined us, headed for town, to acc jam. ) aren't we nice, jam?
fri, went YAKUN at boonlay to have breakfast, and chatted there till it's time for lunch. headed back to school, and went out for lunch. we're such pigs! after that, we had learning journey to the ISD, internal security department. it's pretty cool, considering the fact that the place is all fenced up and protected, and not open to the public. :) learned manymany things about singapore security. :)
OMG, YES, I WENT WITH SOME IRRITANTS, NAMELY MABELLINE VICKYNEH JAMOOONA, JOEYLEEEE, FELICEEEE. OMD THEY'RE SINGING SOME STUPID SONGS WHICH IS PLAIN IRRITATING. OMGOMGOMG!
sat, went for YUNNAN TRIP meeting again, instead of tkd. MISS KICKING ALOT! but anw, it was a fun meeting, we met up with the secondary school students, and my grp's quite a fun one, esp some really naughty boys!
MISS MERRY GANG! :)
and if AUDREYCHUAMEIQI SEES THIS, i wanna breaking dawn!! :)
wed, had to skip tkd to attend the YUNNAN meeting. it ended quite late, so i didn't have a chance to even visit. :( anw, i'm in PERSONNEL for YUNNAN TRIP. it's all about admin, attendance. pretty much things to do, and it's not so fun as it goes along. you'll just see names all ard you. but still, it's okay, i'll enjoy it somehow. :) can't wait for the trip!
thurs, went school in the morning, and sneaked out again, to go MACS for breakfast. we wanted to attend some lessons, really. but somehow, we attended only civics and gp. then we've got OP, mr chua's nice, giving useful comments. :) stayed back with jam and later vicky joined us, headed for town, to acc jam. ) aren't we nice, jam?
fri, went YAKUN at boonlay to have breakfast, and chatted there till it's time for lunch. headed back to school, and went out for lunch. we're such pigs! after that, we had learning journey to the ISD, internal security department. it's pretty cool, considering the fact that the place is all fenced up and protected, and not open to the public. :) learned manymany things about singapore security. :)
OMG, YES, I WENT WITH SOME IRRITANTS, NAMELY MABELLINE VICKYNEH JAMOOONA, JOEYLEEEE, FELICEEEE. OMD THEY'RE SINGING SOME STUPID SONGS WHICH IS PLAIN IRRITATING. OMGOMGOMG!
sat, went for YUNNAN TRIP meeting again, instead of tkd. MISS KICKING ALOT! but anw, it was a fun meeting, we met up with the secondary school students, and my grp's quite a fun one, esp some really naughty boys!
MISS MERRY GANG! :)
and if AUDREYCHUAMEIQI SEES THIS, i wanna breaking dawn!! :)
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
we had sports carnival today, to keep us occupied while moderation is going on. ohmy, moderation. hope everything goes well. jam, mabel, ken, if you guys are reading, dont worry man, i'm sure we can all be promoted together! :)
anw, sports carnival. 12 from Ao2 was in frisbee. played from like, 830 for about four hours. ang, omg, 08A02 CHAMPIONS! :) YAY! throughout the four hours, our class were like cheering on each other, for each team, we were actually united for the first time, all jumping screaming hugging around once a goal is scored. :) i'm soooo proud of our class players! i'm sure everyone enjoyed themselves!
GOOD JOB AO2! :)
after the sports carnival, we went westmall for lunch and crapped quite a lot. then jam, i and vicky had a wet trip around town, esp vicky. HAHA.
and we found out that lucky plaza had a nice Pizza Hut there, on the third level, suprisingly. :)
if everyday were today, i'll not mind school anytime. but anw, less than two more weeks to go! yay!
anw, sports carnival. 12 from Ao2 was in frisbee. played from like, 830 for about four hours. ang, omg, 08A02 CHAMPIONS! :) YAY! throughout the four hours, our class were like cheering on each other, for each team, we were actually united for the first time, all jumping screaming hugging around once a goal is scored. :) i'm soooo proud of our class players! i'm sure everyone enjoyed themselves!
GOOD JOB AO2! :)
after the sports carnival, we went westmall for lunch and crapped quite a lot. then jam, i and vicky had a wet trip around town, esp vicky. HAHA.
and we found out that lucky plaza had a nice Pizza Hut there, on the third level, suprisingly. :)
if everyday were today, i'll not mind school anytime. but anw, less than two more weeks to go! yay!
Monday, October 20, 2008
woah, finally i've got the mood in me to update again. haha!
anw, i can't rmb what happened on thurs alr.
we had the leaders' camp on friday, till sunday.
friday, had OP rehearsal, which was quite irritating, cos i was looking forward to jumping off the building with merrygang. but anw, the flying fox was cancelled in the end. so we reported on the rooftop at 6. found out that i was the tribe leader, omg, was totally shocked. anw the camp started off with a bit of dancing, quite a lot actually. there's this new kind of dance, slow dance. it's so weird, so different from the usual rowdy kind of dance. then we had the most irritating way of having dinner. everyone had to tie their hands to each other in the grp, and eat with our hands, no forks or anything. ended up pretty disgustingly. HAHA! after that, 4bia was screened, omg, i've got a phobia of it lah. and then, there's this haunted house, where we had to go thg, walking ard the classroom block. i was frightened quite a few times, soo irritating! and we slept at like, about 2. at about 4AM, the sc came to wake the girls up, and planned some bombing thing against the guys, when we werent even totally awake. it was freezingly cold can.
sat, totally a wet day, right from 4AM. kinetic warfare started after breakfast, was quite interesting, and the finale was, woah. it was fun, only that soap were constantly going into my eyes. so painful! but bernie was there, omg, couldnt imagine what its like without her! :) after the finale, there's the slow dance again, when everyone was totally wet, and i'm at my most ungalm moment. OMG. haha, i must thank hooi kim's partner's friend, he saved him. haha! and there's the bidding for lunch, that was interesting! we had break after that, and there's the FOAM PARTY at night. another thing that's different from all the camps i've been. fun fun fun! and i missed my familythreeeeee!!!!!
sun, was just cleaning u, then had lunch with merry gang at the stairs, after that, went home to sleep thgout. HAHA!
anw, i've made some really great friends, BERNIE AND GINA! :)
and today, i think only half of my class attended school only. merry gang was at eve's house, omg, how nice if everyday were to be like today! few of us went back to school for a while. i had the yunnan meeting. i'm in personnel comm. not too bad i guess. anw, i'm soooooooooooo excited abt the trip! :))::)
anw, i can't rmb what happened on thurs alr.
we had the leaders' camp on friday, till sunday.
friday, had OP rehearsal, which was quite irritating, cos i was looking forward to jumping off the building with merrygang. but anw, the flying fox was cancelled in the end. so we reported on the rooftop at 6. found out that i was the tribe leader, omg, was totally shocked. anw the camp started off with a bit of dancing, quite a lot actually. there's this new kind of dance, slow dance. it's so weird, so different from the usual rowdy kind of dance. then we had the most irritating way of having dinner. everyone had to tie their hands to each other in the grp, and eat with our hands, no forks or anything. ended up pretty disgustingly. HAHA! after that, 4bia was screened, omg, i've got a phobia of it lah. and then, there's this haunted house, where we had to go thg, walking ard the classroom block. i was frightened quite a few times, soo irritating! and we slept at like, about 2. at about 4AM, the sc came to wake the girls up, and planned some bombing thing against the guys, when we werent even totally awake. it was freezingly cold can.
sat, totally a wet day, right from 4AM. kinetic warfare started after breakfast, was quite interesting, and the finale was, woah. it was fun, only that soap were constantly going into my eyes. so painful! but bernie was there, omg, couldnt imagine what its like without her! :) after the finale, there's the slow dance again, when everyone was totally wet, and i'm at my most ungalm moment. OMG. haha, i must thank hooi kim's partner's friend, he saved him. haha! and there's the bidding for lunch, that was interesting! we had break after that, and there's the FOAM PARTY at night. another thing that's different from all the camps i've been. fun fun fun! and i missed my familythreeeeee!!!!!
sun, was just cleaning u, then had lunch with merry gang at the stairs, after that, went home to sleep thgout. HAHA!
anw, i've made some really great friends, BERNIE AND GINA! :)
and today, i think only half of my class attended school only. merry gang was at eve's house, omg, how nice if everyday were to be like today! few of us went back to school for a while. i had the yunnan meeting. i'm in personnel comm. not too bad i guess. anw, i'm soooooooooooo excited abt the trip! :))::)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
yesterday was probably one of the most fun days in jj. we had like breaks throughout the day. mr goh injured his eyes, so that's already like, 2 hours break from the beginnning! anw, the few of us, played for most of the day. had a little touch rug game, we could cook eggs on the field i think. HAHA, anw, it's still fun. they played a little of bb, and we all sat in the shade, talking. FUN! :)
gp passed quite quickly, and the day ended. jam and i stayed back, moving from the canteen to the grandstand. we literally sat there for three full hours, talking and joking. that's a great time spent with JAMUNA too. it's quite nice to see the whole picture of the school field, all the sports cca doing their own things at the same area. jam and i actually saw the moon moved up the sky! it's a pretty scene! :) but we told everyone, and no one believed us. but really, we saw it moved. anw, jam you know, can liao. :)
anw, to jam: it's a nice thing to share your troubles, and we're friends mah! :)
today, tkd training. oh man. we tot training can't go on bacause it rained quite badly. but actually, yeah. there could be alternatives to it. it's just that, with op and tests and everything, i felt a bit, sian. but in teh end, sir eric came down, and we had training. he spoke to us, saying that we shouldnt have cancelled the training, but find ways to go about drying the ground and everthing. i could feel the disappointment in him. and that's not a first time alr. omg, then, i really regret that i supported the cancellation of training. to think that sir eric has such passion for tkd, and in teaching us volunteeringly, and we. oh man. we're damn shit.
anw, i thought that gordon was rather pissed. guess that he wanted training. kay. though i dont really wanna say this, but haha, omg so weird. sorry ar, president! i promise, after today, i'll never be sian about training again! i'll kick like, damn loud man. HAHA.
anw, this week end, fri to sun, there's the leaders camp. i'm not quite looking forward to it, cos there's one alr the last weekend. but hopefully, it's be fun. FLYING FOX. jam, relax kay! :) and vicky is rather excited about the camp, to share a sleeping bag with me. HAHA.
maths test this fri. ms foo says, those who fails, stay back everyday to practise. directed to merry gang obviously. and obviously, we'll fail can. what the shit. argh.
gp passed quite quickly, and the day ended. jam and i stayed back, moving from the canteen to the grandstand. we literally sat there for three full hours, talking and joking. that's a great time spent with JAMUNA too. it's quite nice to see the whole picture of the school field, all the sports cca doing their own things at the same area. jam and i actually saw the moon moved up the sky! it's a pretty scene! :) but we told everyone, and no one believed us. but really, we saw it moved. anw, jam you know, can liao. :)
anw, to jam: it's a nice thing to share your troubles, and we're friends mah! :)
today, tkd training. oh man. we tot training can't go on bacause it rained quite badly. but actually, yeah. there could be alternatives to it. it's just that, with op and tests and everything, i felt a bit, sian. but in teh end, sir eric came down, and we had training. he spoke to us, saying that we shouldnt have cancelled the training, but find ways to go about drying the ground and everthing. i could feel the disappointment in him. and that's not a first time alr. omg, then, i really regret that i supported the cancellation of training. to think that sir eric has such passion for tkd, and in teaching us volunteeringly, and we. oh man. we're damn shit.
anw, i thought that gordon was rather pissed. guess that he wanted training. kay. though i dont really wanna say this, but haha, omg so weird. sorry ar, president! i promise, after today, i'll never be sian about training again! i'll kick like, damn loud man. HAHA.
anw, this week end, fri to sun, there's the leaders camp. i'm not quite looking forward to it, cos there's one alr the last weekend. but hopefully, it's be fun. FLYING FOX. jam, relax kay! :) and vicky is rather excited about the camp, to share a sleeping bag with me. HAHA.
maths test this fri. ms foo says, those who fails, stay back everyday to practise. directed to merry gang obviously. and obviously, we'll fail can. what the shit. argh.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Look after my heart - i've left it with you.
-ECLIPSE
AWW, HOW SWEET IS THAT.
this love story between a unbelievable charming vampire and a common mortal, totally got me so into the book. it's like, the way they adore each other, their love so deep, made the story not like some typical tennage love. the love is just that deep, incomprehensible by the common. aww.
i bet every girl would die to have a love like that.
anw, suddenly, i thought of PAM. peisze audrey mildred. :) originated from hunter wong.
ohmy, i realised how much i've missed the secondary school times, esp sec two. all the times after school, the three of us, with hund xingming and many others, the 2B ppl, would go to the tiong bahru park, the train there, and settled ourselves in the compartments, and just talked, joked play around. there's still not really any major exams, and friendships were not a problem at all. all the time, just enjoying each others' accompany.
now that all those times are gone, we cant get it back anymore, i miss it so so terribly!
today, after school, vicky jam and i went to the jurong town council playground, and played everything there, there's a good exercising area there! :) and there's swings! great place.
anw, before that, we left school at one, and managed to get ourselves a good meal, went back school to shit, and everything else done by 3, plus. HAHA, unbelievable for a bunch like us.
in the morning, mr liao said everyone going for the leaders' camp had to go thg the flying fox in our school, five storeys high. i did it once, three storeys high, and i couldn't open my eyes. this time? hahhh.
up to now, the day had been pretty great. hopefully it'll last thg the week.
COUNTDOWN TO HOLS: 16days. :)
without weekends: 12days. :):):)
-ECLIPSE
AWW, HOW SWEET IS THAT.
this love story between a unbelievable charming vampire and a common mortal, totally got me so into the book. it's like, the way they adore each other, their love so deep, made the story not like some typical tennage love. the love is just that deep, incomprehensible by the common. aww.
i bet every girl would die to have a love like that.
anw, suddenly, i thought of PAM. peisze audrey mildred. :) originated from hunter wong.
ohmy, i realised how much i've missed the secondary school times, esp sec two. all the times after school, the three of us, with hund xingming and many others, the 2B ppl, would go to the tiong bahru park, the train there, and settled ourselves in the compartments, and just talked, joked play around. there's still not really any major exams, and friendships were not a problem at all. all the time, just enjoying each others' accompany.
now that all those times are gone, we cant get it back anymore, i miss it so so terribly!
today, after school, vicky jam and i went to the jurong town council playground, and played everything there, there's a good exercising area there! :) and there's swings! great place.
anw, before that, we left school at one, and managed to get ourselves a good meal, went back school to shit, and everything else done by 3, plus. HAHA, unbelievable for a bunch like us.
in the morning, mr liao said everyone going for the leaders' camp had to go thg the flying fox in our school, five storeys high. i did it once, three storeys high, and i couldn't open my eyes. this time? hahhh.
up to now, the day had been pretty great. hopefully it'll last thg the week.
COUNTDOWN TO HOLS: 16days. :)
without weekends: 12days. :):):)
Sunday, October 12, 2008
met up with triciayeo on friday for dinner. haven't seen my this, 7 years-bestfriend, for a million years already. had a great time catching up with her, all the things that happened. :) things will be fine, i'm sure! anw, we started talking about all the primary school days. everything seems yesterday, and so fast, we've graduate from rmps for seven years already. i misss MISS GOVI'S lessons! :)
sat, has tkd training. reached school at 8 for comm meeting. planned for camp, omg, intensive training camp, running for two days! gordon that uglyface would be leading, i guess i'll die, it'll be more thatn 3km per day!! shittty helll. but anw, the new comm's kind, there'll be like, lots of free time! :) CARDS GAME! anw, training starts, i thought there'll be no running, but, we ran three rounds under the hot hot sun! actually it's quite allright, sir eric was trying to teach us some old jjc songs, and we had like, some military march?
ohyah, i wanna THANKS ALL MY SENIORS FOR PRANKING ON ME! haha, but seriously, i'm not angry kay, esp to bingxiang! i swear, i'm not angry! :):):)
sun, went to sangeetha's house to do OP in the morning. had a great lunch over there, thanks to her mum! :) it's a fun session. we did up a puppet show for our presentation. hendy and sangee were trying so hard to be serious, but it's so so hard, thanks to HENDY ONG! hahahaaa. ohmy, it was so so funny! :) anw, it's like, the first time my grup meet in full strength. YAY.
ohyah, did some shopping with my mum today. fruitful trip:) brought a dress, a cardigan, and a long long skirt! :):):)
next on my list: RIPCURL BAG.
till i found some work.
hopefully this week would be a better one, my previous one hasn't been that great.
sat, has tkd training. reached school at 8 for comm meeting. planned for camp, omg, intensive training camp, running for two days! gordon that uglyface would be leading, i guess i'll die, it'll be more thatn 3km per day!! shittty helll. but anw, the new comm's kind, there'll be like, lots of free time! :) CARDS GAME! anw, training starts, i thought there'll be no running, but, we ran three rounds under the hot hot sun! actually it's quite allright, sir eric was trying to teach us some old jjc songs, and we had like, some military march?
ohyah, i wanna THANKS ALL MY SENIORS FOR PRANKING ON ME! haha, but seriously, i'm not angry kay, esp to bingxiang! i swear, i'm not angry! :):):)
sun, went to sangeetha's house to do OP in the morning. had a great lunch over there, thanks to her mum! :) it's a fun session. we did up a puppet show for our presentation. hendy and sangee were trying so hard to be serious, but it's so so hard, thanks to HENDY ONG! hahahaaa. ohmy, it was so so funny! :) anw, it's like, the first time my grup meet in full strength. YAY.
ohyah, did some shopping with my mum today. fruitful trip:) brought a dress, a cardigan, and a long long skirt! :):):)
next on my list: RIPCURL BAG.
till i found some work.
hopefully this week would be a better one, my previous one hasn't been that great.
be my coffee
i'll keep you in me,
in my canister.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
i'm feeling really irritated now. having the time of the month, it's been especially uncomfortable.
the after-promos feelings are really getting on to me, i'm feeling lazy all the while, not bothering listening in class or even making an effort to do so. now all i do when i'm home is to eat, read, com, sleep. what a life.
so many things happened this week, i'm quite wore out already. as much as i'm smiling on the outside, i'm expoding internally. blanking out, unable to it in anywhere, feeling so alienated. so many things bothering me, so tired physically and emotionally. i guess i'm starting to show it, i'm so sorry. but seriously, as everyday goes by, something bad has to happen. everything getting on my nerves. and the insecurity is there, heavier each day.
seriously, i need school to end soon. two more weeks, it's a long long time.
i need to talk.
the after-promos feelings are really getting on to me, i'm feeling lazy all the while, not bothering listening in class or even making an effort to do so. now all i do when i'm home is to eat, read, com, sleep. what a life.
so many things happened this week, i'm quite wore out already. as much as i'm smiling on the outside, i'm expoding internally. blanking out, unable to it in anywhere, feeling so alienated. so many things bothering me, so tired physically and emotionally. i guess i'm starting to show it, i'm so sorry. but seriously, as everyday goes by, something bad has to happen. everything getting on my nerves. and the insecurity is there, heavier each day.
seriously, i need school to end soon. two more weeks, it's a long long time.
i need to talk.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
got back all the H2 results today, three in a row.
lit was okay, passed overall.
geog was okay, passed overall. though a little disappointing.
ecos was bad. overall failed, S. low low S. H1 pass though.
NOW: 2H2, 1H1.
hopefully the promotional criteria doesn't increase, and i'll be promoted successfully. :)
heard that we'll need to retake papers in the hols, if we're conditionally promoted. i wouldn't want to mug the whole of my holidays!
anw, i hope all of us promote!
tkd training today, so little ppl cos of OP. okay, it was rather fun, and in a way tiring. sir eric spoke to us, about attitudes and many more. his words were quite provoking in a sense. got me thinking, work hard to get your basics right, and advance to learn more things. boring, but important fundamentals. :)
okay, i think mandy wong's gonna kill me tml. first lesson geog lecture, but i've yet to collect notes. tml morning, unless the auntie comes at 8, i'll be dead. this is shittty helll, two times in a row. damn me, my memory fails me when it comes to collecting notes. shittty.
anw, i'm seriously excited to go to the YUNNAN trip. hopefully i can go, and joey eve too. :) gina will be there too, yay! can't wait.
OLG interview this friday, another thing i'l sooooo looking forward too. i've been waiting for this camp for like, since my own orientation! ohmy, seriously, i wished the camp would be earlier! :):)
hope mr goh'll not stop us, all CTs seems to be doing that. i bet he doesn't even know we're signing up for it. but heck lah lunh. YAY, OLG!
last thing, I'M STILL MISSING MY WALLET SO SO MUCH!
lit was okay, passed overall.
geog was okay, passed overall. though a little disappointing.
ecos was bad. overall failed, S. low low S. H1 pass though.
NOW: 2H2, 1H1.
hopefully the promotional criteria doesn't increase, and i'll be promoted successfully. :)
heard that we'll need to retake papers in the hols, if we're conditionally promoted. i wouldn't want to mug the whole of my holidays!
anw, i hope all of us promote!
tkd training today, so little ppl cos of OP. okay, it was rather fun, and in a way tiring. sir eric spoke to us, about attitudes and many more. his words were quite provoking in a sense. got me thinking, work hard to get your basics right, and advance to learn more things. boring, but important fundamentals. :)
okay, i think mandy wong's gonna kill me tml. first lesson geog lecture, but i've yet to collect notes. tml morning, unless the auntie comes at 8, i'll be dead. this is shittty helll, two times in a row. damn me, my memory fails me when it comes to collecting notes. shittty.
anw, i'm seriously excited to go to the YUNNAN trip. hopefully i can go, and joey eve too. :) gina will be there too, yay! can't wait.
OLG interview this friday, another thing i'l sooooo looking forward too. i've been waiting for this camp for like, since my own orientation! ohmy, seriously, i wished the camp would be earlier! :):)
hope mr goh'll not stop us, all CTs seems to be doing that. i bet he doesn't even know we're signing up for it. but heck lah lunh. YAY, OLG!
last thing, I'M STILL MISSING MY WALLET SO SO MUCH!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
ohmy, since the last entry, so many things had happened. so many bad ones. really bad ones.
friday, had leaders' camp in school. before that, merrygang went down town to catch MAMAMIA. we practically rushed down. but whatever, it was definetely worth all the rush! IT'S A MUST CATCH SHOW. ohmy, it's so nice, so musical with touches of loves! :) anw, i got my havannias, together with jam and mabel. pretty purple one, with butterflies! <3
merry gang had another adventure, trying to get to school in time for the camp. well, we made in there, only 15min late. yay. we're all seperate into different grps, missed them all so much!
sat, had some light bonding games before breaking camp. this leader camp was fun in a way, made some new friends, esp GINA :) she's so sweet!
after the camp, went on to have tkd training. nearly fell asleep, and couldn't quite concentrate. one day before grading, jiayou!
sun, probably could count as the NIGHTMARE of the week. went for tkd grading in the morning. lost my phone and wallet there. TOGETHER! ohmygod, i was speechless, totally couldn't believe my luck! i left my bag there together with the rest, and only mine was gone. FREAKK. damn freaking unlucky. that night, my mum came back from malaysia, and said that her phone got stolen too. SHITTY HELL, it's like dramatic. DAMN UNLUCKY!
mon, was without a phone for like two days already, feeling so insecure! seriously, the dependence we have on our moblies are so strong. once we don't have them by our sides, we'll be so lost. the whole day, things seems to be going downhill, rapidly. my mood was at the lowest point you could say.
tue, the singtel person said my line would be reconnected, 3 hours later. that was at 12pm. now, 8pm. 8 hours already, it's still disconnected. shit hell man, argh! anw, my grp has OP REHEARSAL. ohmy, was feeling so nervous, well, actually not really. it was quite bad for me i think, esp q&a. thank goodness it's only the first rehearsal, two more to go. :)
right now, i'm still missing my wallet lotslotslotsss.
hope the person who steals it or whatever gets stuck in the toliet bowl and someone will come by and flush them down!
these days, the atmosphere is just not right. feeling so tired and sick of everything, even things that i thought i'll never feel that way. everything seems to be distancing away, somehow the gap is widening, and i dont know, is it going to come together again? i hope so.
friday, had leaders' camp in school. before that, merrygang went down town to catch MAMAMIA. we practically rushed down. but whatever, it was definetely worth all the rush! IT'S A MUST CATCH SHOW. ohmy, it's so nice, so musical with touches of loves! :) anw, i got my havannias, together with jam and mabel. pretty purple one, with butterflies! <3
merry gang had another adventure, trying to get to school in time for the camp. well, we made in there, only 15min late. yay. we're all seperate into different grps, missed them all so much!
sat, had some light bonding games before breaking camp. this leader camp was fun in a way, made some new friends, esp GINA :) she's so sweet!
after the camp, went on to have tkd training. nearly fell asleep, and couldn't quite concentrate. one day before grading, jiayou!
sun, probably could count as the NIGHTMARE of the week. went for tkd grading in the morning. lost my phone and wallet there. TOGETHER! ohmygod, i was speechless, totally couldn't believe my luck! i left my bag there together with the rest, and only mine was gone. FREAKK. damn freaking unlucky. that night, my mum came back from malaysia, and said that her phone got stolen too. SHITTY HELL, it's like dramatic. DAMN UNLUCKY!
mon, was without a phone for like two days already, feeling so insecure! seriously, the dependence we have on our moblies are so strong. once we don't have them by our sides, we'll be so lost. the whole day, things seems to be going downhill, rapidly. my mood was at the lowest point you could say.
tue, the singtel person said my line would be reconnected, 3 hours later. that was at 12pm. now, 8pm. 8 hours already, it's still disconnected. shit hell man, argh! anw, my grp has OP REHEARSAL. ohmy, was feeling so nervous, well, actually not really. it was quite bad for me i think, esp q&a. thank goodness it's only the first rehearsal, two more to go. :)
right now, i'm still missing my wallet lotslotslotsss.
hope the person who steals it or whatever gets stuck in the toliet bowl and someone will come by and flush them down!
these days, the atmosphere is just not right. feeling so tired and sick of everything, even things that i thought i'll never feel that way. everything seems to be distancing away, somehow the gap is widening, and i dont know, is it going to come together again? i hope so.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
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