Tuesday, September 30, 2008

today started off pretty bad, which only worsen with joey's msg. she sent me a msg early in the morning, saying that she's not coming, because vicky's not too. and jam said she was not coming to school already. i would have stayed home, only that i'm sure mabel would cry. but in the end, they all turned up at school. HAHA!

but anw, the day just got better.

the muslims were dismissed at 1030. all of us sneaked out, shall not elaborate on the method we used. went jam's house, eat some really great meepok, talked a little. and headed back to school for tkd.

tkd was okay, remembered my pattern, recovered a little of my flexibility, not that i was that flexible to start with.

anw, tml's picnic time with MERRY GANG! yay, a pity joey couldn't join us, but hopefully, she could in the afternoon!

omg, i'm meeting erin, ana, and hopefully many others next mon! YAY, I MISSED THEM!

TRICIA YEO, o's are coming, JIAYOU, i'll meet up with you like, NEXT WEEK!

HAPPY BITHDAY HUNTER WONG! i swear, one day, soon soon, i must meet up with you! :)

allright, it's time to engage myself in the romance NEW MOON.

Monday, September 29, 2008

i guess i failed my maths, again.
guess it's a U already.

but whatever.
anw, she's a real bitch, ultimate one. my maths teacher.
sucksss. freak her.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

had tkd training yst. suprisingly the school was so quiet, no cca except us went back.
anw we had training for our yellow belt pattern yst, SHIT, i totally screwed up.
was doing fine, could remember everything, till the mock grading.
was quite disappointed, i guess sir eric was too.
our grading is just next sun, and i couldn't do well in just a mock.
imagine the real thing?


anw, went for lunch, and met up with my mum to do some shopping.
both of us were totally pissed with some china women the whole day.

one was when we tried to got up the bus, but they squeeze right in front, when there's a dad holding his child and some things.

the worse was in the train. the jurong interchange was packed, everyone was trying to go into the doors of the train. suddenly, this china women pushed and banged her way thg everyone, and got in. there's this guy who gave up his seat for a pregnant women, but this bitch sat down, right in front of the pregnant woman. everyone's glaring at her, well at least my mym and i did.
but apparently she didn't get ouru hints, and continue sitting while the poor women heavy with child stand right in front of her. my mum and i couldn't take it, and fortunately this bitch and us got down at the same stop. we banged into her on purpose. it's actually supposed to be my mum who's banging into her, but somehow we coordinate poorly, and both had her fair share in taking revenge.
we were being bitches, but she deserved it.

HAHAHA.


tml's there's still school, and i've got no more incentives to attend school.
no more exams, at least till next year.
SIANJIPUA, jam. HAHA :)

i'll love to just read my books, and shopping!

BREAKING DAWN IS WAITING FOR ME! :) :) :)

one more thing, CONTACTS FOR ME OR NOT? I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW/

Friday, September 26, 2008

OMG YAY PROMOS ARE OVER! :)
all this while , we've been muggers. but now, it's a shopping spree for us all!
well, before that, of course we'll need some money, and yes, work-time! :)

was feeling so sleepy during geog, having to sleep at 3 yst night.
hopefully geog wasn't screwed. but, whatever it is, studies all aside now!

the merry gang went for dinner, at this disneyland cafe at anchorpoint.
it's supposedly to be a cafe, with the theme of disney.
apparantly, it wasn't what we've in mind, like, the atmosphere wasn't quite there yet.
but anw, it's the company that matters.
walked around the mall for a while, ohmy, saw this billabong outlet store, on 50% sales.
ohmy, had my eyes on this bag, but somewhere it's kind of weird.

:)



i was broswing thg someone's blog, and was reminded of the time the four of us, after the nz trekking trip, sat down at the rooftop of vivo. we were talking about how superfical everything seems to be now, that many ppl hang ard with their friends just for the sake for company thg the two years, so that no one will be alone in school. i think that'll be really a low level thing, and so hypocritical.
we promise not to be like that, not to be that shallow.
but somehow, i dont know, there's always seems to be this insecurity that bugs me.
prehaps i'm thinking too much, so otherwise.
friends.
like, sometimes, i feel that i'm out if their world, like i dont even belong to it in the first place.
like, it's the company, is it?
also, everyone seems to be judging everyone else based on looks, on appearances so false.
i dont understand, things on the surface can be rotting inside, so why look on the outside?


ohmy, what a sudden surge of emotions coming thg me, so randomly and abrupt.

very soon, i'll get used to all this pretence and hypocrity.
used to it, hopefully not into it. yes, definetly not into it.


anw, i'm really looking forward to nect year's orientation, seriously.
cant wait to get back into camps, omg!


tml training, early in the morning. i can predict the inflexiblity in me already, shitty hellll.
but yay, tml afternoon, shopping!
and sun, wenjie's birthday celebration with family three, YAY!


get many many sleep!
TML'S HUMAN GEOG PAPER, AND LIT IN THE MORNING.
STAYING UP TILL NOW, FOT THE THIRD NIGHT.
ARGH, CANT WAIT FOR TML, 5PM, OR RATHER, TODAY.
THEN I CAN GET MANY SLEEP, AND ENJOYMENT.

ALLRIGHT, VICKY AND JAM'S UP WITH ME TOO.
JIAYOU DEARS. :)

OFF TO HAVE A DATE WITH KING LEAR!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

ohmy, i slept practically thg the day, again!
hardly got anything done, shitty hell.
seriously, i can't get anything done at home.
not when it comes to studies,
not when my bed is in my sight.

mon's ecos, it's either i maintain my S, or dropped to a U.
most likely the latter, argh.
and if that, i'll be conditionally promoted, or retained.
cos, i knew my maths was screwed, and it is, indeed.

but whatever, i'll still have to mug hard, for this week.

after that, it's be merrying all way thg till the next year. YAY :)
but there's still the OP. SHITTY PW.

ohya, HAHA, wangzhi's in NS already. 10days he's had in there, and i remembered it today only.
haha, all the exams' fault! he's like, the first to go NS in our batch. HAHA, HOPE HE'S HAVING FUN!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

went down to arena with hamster, wenjie, stella and kim.
supposedly to be studying at je lib, but the place was packed, not even a single seat left.
we did studied a little, but just that bit of notes, totally wasn't what i've planned!
haha, but had a great time catching up with them, and talking about things! :)
talking about camps with them, all the memories started to come back.
things that happened, ohmy, I MISS LINECAMP1!!!



haha, but anw, i promise, i'm going to mug tml!

Friday, September 19, 2008

i've got four more papers to end the promotional exams. YAY! that's the good side to this frustrating period. we had two papers today, when everyone else had only one. we're going to be the only ones mugging next friday, when everyone else is enjoying the end of exams. but, ohwell, there isn't going to be any solutions to this, so we'll just get it over and done with!

gp and chinese papers hit start the exams on thurs. generally all was quite okay, but it got everyone so wore out. 6 hours of language papers, and no break for the chinese one. guess i kinda screw up the chinese, like usual. but, come to think of it, it takes two hands to clap. though it doesn't really apply to this situation, whatever lah. anw, it's a well known fact that my chinese teacher's a bitch, totally. can't blame me for this, four years ago, the seniors behaved like us too.

today was physically and mentally tiring. mugged maths and lit till past one yesterday night, when the previous night i slept after midnight, apparently merry gang stayed up late too. we had four hours break before maths. merry muggers mugging maths, and one bio student. i' so proud of merry gang, we're actually doing studies! talk, eat, maths, sleep. four hours of that before we headed to doom. maths was three straight hours. it started off well, but after the second hour everything started going haywired. esp when statistics came in, and my mind's yearning for a rest. for the last 30minutes, i was hoping for the end, the time to hand up the answers. it's a struggle to continue doing something that you couldn't do.

ohwell, ecos and geog to go! i can't afford to screw up those two, otherwise i'll be conditionally promoted, or retained.

anw, the programmes and todolist is planned, for after promos. ohmy, all the shopping and merrying and reading of breaking dawn , just one week away! :)

i'll go have a little close eyes, and continue my happymugging, ironically.







Life is made up of ever so many partings welded together. One man's a blacksmith, and one's a whitesmith, and one's a goldsmith, and one's a coppersmith. Divisions among such must come.
Great Expectations.
i've just realised that i'm starting to fall in love with it.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

two more days to first paper. ohmy.

i just realised that i've failed my chinese, so that's the third one.

i can see that everyone's mugging hard, or at least, seems to be.

went to je lib today, for mugging with gordon, nerrisa, yao an. and poor friend of gordon.
we're were doing fine till mabel dropped by. ohmy, seriously, everyone wanted to staple her lips, if she weren't so protective of them. she practically talked the moment she came, and for that short hour when she was there. stupid girl, ruined the mugging atmosphere we had before. no one had the mood to study after she left. ohmy, i'm going to tape her lips the next time. but poor her, she got kicked out from the lib, by the guard. and we're caught eating for, i dont know how many times. HAHAH.

ohyah, the whole of j1 been to be in the je lib, at jec. ohmy, saw familiar faces everywhere. the lib's practically filled with jjcians i think. quite a nice scene, to see people mugging, and some others playing.

oh well, after this, it's back to the books. i realised that i can't study for too long, not more than five hours. but i guess that's already pretty productive.
getting sick of the books already, after this one week of mugging. ohmygod, seriously, i can't wait for the end of promos! it's especially tiring to study, for subjects that you know you can't score, or, even pass. like ecos and maths. like, it'll be a gift from heaven if i were to even get a pass. this is all, shitty hell.

argh.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

woah, it's the study break again, yay!

saturday, went taban mac with the nz ppl. though a nice place to study, but we didn't really got down to the books, if you could count the few pages i did, for the whole time there. played pool, chatted, ate, walked. all those little distractions took up much time. a few minutes could accumulated into hours. we were saying, ohmy, so gulity. but still, our gulity conscience still keep us away from the mugging. but anw, who could really mug, with mabel around? HAHA, okay lah, we're just to excited to see which other again, since our parting from fri! but seriously, there's just so much to talk about! :)

today, ohmy, again, my gulity conscience. i got some work done, like 3 maths questions. this is shitty, wasn't what i've planned. slept till 12, went back to bed at 2, only waking up at four. but well, at least i got my basics for maths sorted out. yay, haha!

i had a consultation with ms chew just last thursday. supposedly to be going through the corrections for AQ, but it ended as some talk.
she mentioned, she didn't want to grow old, and only to realize then that she hadn't done something meaningful in her life. and that's why she chose her present job, when she could have done something with higher monetary returns.
how true is that.
i wouldn't want to step into my grave, only to regret that i haven't experience something i really enjoy. that'll be everyone's biggest regret.
i'm already seventeen, but i've not had something in mind that i truly want. something that i'll do even with no monetary gain. but in the reality, can we really do something that we enjoy, but with no income?
i've always wanted to be a part of world vision, to go to the poorest places and help the people there. it's a charitable organisation that would pay little, that wouldn't even promise survival in this real world. but it's something i really really want to do, i think money isn't going to stop me. someday, i'll find a way to get around it, and go pursue it!

it's been a long long time since i've really thought hard about something.

since this year, i've really learnt to appreciate, not only things but people.
can we even come close to things we've done or we're doing again? something that i've never pondered till then.
like, all the overnight mugging sessions at audrey's house last year, all the consultations with miss chee, her lessons.
like, all the rushing to lessons and break with merry gang, the heart to heart talks with them, the shopping trips, the plank and swing.
like, the camps and the preparations to it, the newzealand trip.
some nostalgic feelings.
when i graduate at next year end, i don't think there'll ever be a chance to do all these again.
maybe we can still sit down and have some heart talks, but it'll never be the same as when we talked in that particular place, at that particular time. you'll never realised that you're missing something till someday long after that, like decades later.
and when it comes to that, you'll have to hug your memories.

recollections are in the eyes of the beholder; no two held up side by side will ever be quite match.

for the umpteen times, it's time to get started!
even with my full or partial exemption, i can still hope for a pass!

Friday, September 12, 2008

yay, after what it seems like a million years, i finally got my much-desired sleep.
practically slept when i got home, when changing or anything, for five straight hours!
anw, it's my first time going home so early from school, like after dismissal.

i'm so proud of vicky and myself!
we actually managed to get oursleves out of our house, and drag our feet to school!
we've been wanting to skip school since monday,
but somehow or rather, we didn't manage to.
well, we were on the verge of staying at home today,
but we came because of MABELLINE TOH MEI PING.
she'll be crying in a corner, banging her head on the wall,
and hate us all!

but, today had been pretty torturous.
esp when i'm down with flu,
and having the mentality of staying at home all day.
when the bell rings at 1pm, we actually step out of school,
for the very first time!

oh my, and we sure had an adventurous trip back home.
we missed our stop,
managed to recognize the place though.
and we wanted something small for lunch,
we went in to this bakery at holland place.
omg, what a bakery, i hope vicky's mum would sue them. HAHA.
they actually dont have any change, and expects their customers to give the exact amount.
and she was irritated by the complexity of the things we chose.
gong-head, omg!

but anw, promos are just next week.
okay, i'm going to mug, like, seriously!


yay, arena tml!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

ohmygod, WR's finally done!
YAY!

but, today isn't a really good day, at least for me.
jess got it right,
when something bad happens, more will just come along.

firstly, early in the morning, wr was kind of screwed up.
then, everyone got so pissed from trying to get it done.
everyone, was not just my groups. but, most of my class?
esp vicky, HAHA, but well, it's all good now! :)

and, i embrassed myself twice.
once standing up after eating,
another was when i didn't have enough cash for concession
the second one, fortunately vicky was there!

argh, i don't feel like going to school tml!
i'm like having a really bad sore throat, and cramps!
see how lah luh.

suddenly, everything seems so weird.
this situation is kind of awkward, esp when it's sudden.
like all things breaking away in a moment,
pieces of tightly jointed wood difting away.
maybe we're thinking too much into it,
or maybe, time will tell it all!

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA!
hope you've enjoyed our little surprise! :)

anw, omg, familythree waited for a long long time for me and joey.
they're really really nice people, i LOVE them!
and, the cake that they brought for stella, omg, it's a bulldog! soo cute!
and it'a creamy dog, i must say, we literally dug the cream and creamed it on faces.
oh man, the cream was sure oily, yucks. but, the FUN's worth everything.

omgomg, i miss familythree!
imagine everyday was camp? that'll be like, superb!
seriously, i miss camps!

okay okay, there's soon going to be orientation! :)
ironically, it's next year, HAHA, but, whatever lah luh.

anw, TML'S FINAL DAY OF SUBMISSION FOR WR!
yay, finally everything's coming into a closure.
like after working it out forever, it's tml!

omg, after i've got the file transferred, i'm going to start work again!
allright, i think i've to thank wenjie for it!
he converted the file to words processor for me, when he had his own WR to do!
:) yay, my family ppl, thanks ar brother!

yesyes, i must mention, today we had no pc, instead a free period.
YAY, and sure it was productive, seriously!
good good, improvement for merrygang! :)

omg, WR, FINISHED. yay! :)

and i haven't bath, heh!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

today's the last day of this short short holidays!


tml it'll be back to the normal routine of school:
rushing late for lessons, eating during breaks, merrying all around.



oh man, two more weeks to promos.
but well, i guess i've done quite a bit during this short one week.
considering that i started only on thurs,
and comparing it with all the others. haha!



i'm like, left with what,
a little of phy geog, whole human geog,
whole of maths,
whole of lit,
whole of gp.

not too many? haha.
a achievement would be, i'm quite finished with economics.
YAY! :)



second achievement,
i've learned the whole of my pattern for yellow belt!
with more trainings, i'll be a yellow belt after oct! :)



sir eric posed a challenge to us all:
do a split, by the first training after promos.
and he'll treat individually those who can do it.
haha, i'll most probably break my legs doing it.



anw, i'm so glad that there's training still, every sat.
all seemed to stop on sat for other CCAs.
went back to school yst, the whole place was so silent!

oh my, the whole field was so empty,
a rare sight, even on saturdays!









i think i'm beginning to hate books, omg.
and



i think i miss many many things.



camps, omg, i cant wait for orientation next year,
or rather, this year end, when preparations going to start!



familythree gatherings,
yay, i bet there'll be one to celebrate birthdays after promos!



newzealand trip, yesyes!
those hills, greens, cows and sheeps!



and of course,
shopping
slacking ard with merrygang,
and those heart to heart talks.



ohmy, imagine life after promos!



allright, i'm going to bath now,
there's kingkong on tv tonight, 730pm!
tml will be torturous, omg,
maybe i can skip few schooldays,
yes!




anw, just one last thing, HAHA.

MONDAY.

met up with gordon, huishan, nerissa.
supposedly to be a nz studying gathering.
but the usual four, with the exception of yao an
turned up only.
but anw, it was fun!
two entertainers, ugly face and big eater.
from nerissa, eat abit, study abit, talk abit.
and we played pool after that!



Friday, September 5, 2008

oh my, it's been a long long time since i've stayed up till this late, studying.
up at this hour, my mind isn't functioning that well,
difficulty in organising words coherently, and quite slowly at that.
i guess i've to start adapting to the night life!

anw, i'm finishing all the market structures for ecos, in just two days.
so proud of myself!
haha, self praised is worth self disgraced.

but, i did not close my eyes, for like the whole day, since 8!
that's definitely an improvement!

oh yah, we had geog lesson in the afternoon.
a kind of self-study with mr goh's supervision,
a productive one for me, i must say! :)

hanged ard a little after dismissal,
a short escape to all the hard mugging after this day!

promos are coming in a week's time.
and after that, it'll be merrytime!

today's a loveday i think.
many many stories, affairs of the heart.
there's the really sweet one,
there's some confused ones? couldn't quite find a word for it.

get into the waters and try out,
but somehow
too many of that get you nowhere!
it's really hard to find someone to walk with you.
you could talk forever and never say bye.

i guess those words are incoherent?
haha, but whatever.

now, having many people ard is much better than having to commit to one.
i don't know?

affairs of the heart indeed.



the one is just out there,
just that far,
maybe more than a thousand miles.
away

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKY! :)

went to cck new york new york for lunch, to celebrate vicky's birthday! yay, now we're all seventeen. though she had to leave soon after, we still had a fun time!

my wr is finally on track, and ready for submission tml! after like, two days of pw, we had it done! hopefully, it'll be a good one, and we'll have some good remarks from mr goh!

allright, now time to do some studies!
omg, i'll have plenty things to catch up, with not much time!

anw, i'm going running tml with vicky, yay!