i hate politics, esp those in class. esp irritating. hello, what's with that damn attitude? really getting on my nerves. prehaps he should just shut it off. cut out all the hostile treatment. i'm not going to live two years with all these things. next year, he doesn't shut up, we'll just be nearly hibye classmates. prehaps not even that, forget about the his and byes. DAMN.

sometimes having this blog, so publically isn't that good.

oh well. I MISS MY QUEENSTOWN, LIKE A MILLION OF MISSES! i thought jj wasn't that bad. well it isn't. i've got great fun there, esp the camps and the belonging i felt to my familythree. i've got great friends. yeah, vicky joey mabel. they're great people. but somehow, there's the drifting apart feeling that's coming into me recently, and the insecurity. prehaps overly sensative. but, i dont know, it's like, the feeling is really different from sec schools. like i can really enjoy myself with them, but argh. allright, i think i'm exaggerating here. yeah, i think the reason for this, for the sudden drop in emotions is BIG GIRL. i really wanna enjoy these two years, esp with my class people, they're really great people.