3 MORE DAYS. OMG.
I SO WANNA GET ON THE PLANE AND FLY OFF
TO NEW ZEALAND!

mr goh said we're the MERRY GANG. COOL EH.
AND I'M DECLINING THE STEEPEST.
AND CCA TEACHER WANNA OUR PROGRESS REPORT.

PLEASE GET ME OUT OF THIS PLACE.

seriously, i can't wait to get on the plane and fly out this place.
NEW ZEALAND.

hello blog.

this week isn't that good. friends, schoolwork and everything.
but yeah there's something nice amidst all these; monday and the weekends.
monday, though it's unrealistic. but, yeah.

weekends. just came back from tricia's. had a overnight studying.
watched TROY. bittersweet love. a superb show.
went macs at 4. slept at 5.

wed, so pissed. anw, shall not go into the details.
friday, the day's totally spolit.

seriously, i can't wait to fly off to new zealand. like now.
one more week.

ohyah, i brought a cam, just for nz.
omg, new zealand!

TODAY'S A GOOD DAY.
TOTALLY LOVE THIS DAY.

FEELING SOO HAPPPYYY.





i think i'm melting.

saturday and sunday, triylimpics.
reach toh payoh stadium ard 10plus.
went for a run.
completed 22rounds, 32km of spinning.
quite an accomplishment, considering my physical strength. =)
went for some early breakfast at 3plus.
had like, dessert? and a cold one.
was damn freezing cold, when we walked back.
everyone's feeling down
so just hanged ard the stadium until 6plus.
slept from like 9 till 3!





indeed, all these are temporary.






and i thought i had you close.

going for triylimpics soon, at 10pm. so early yeah?
getting bit restless at home, having to stay home all day.
missing tkd.

finished two essays already.
left with three. wth.

i promise myself, i'll get into a singapore uni at the end of two years.
but, looking at it now.

omg, i didn't realised that the post yesterday was that misleading.
get away from all that backstabbing and shitty childish things,
was not meant for joey vicky and the rest, definitely.
how silly of joey to think of that.
yeah i missed my sec sch, but i love my present all the same.



and yeah, i could do better without any love.

omg.
just read vicky's blog,
about how much she missed her cedar,
about how much she wanna get away from all these problems.

i've got her sentiments.
miss queenstown.
miss the girls
miss the rowdy boys
miiss miss chee
and everything else.
queenstown.
peisze xiu hui ivy jiamin audrey and all those times.

my JC life, so much bitching, backstabbing and some shitty childish things.
i wanna my old days back, please someone.

i'm listening to graduation, my graduation from queenstown.

she says she thinks all these things are temporary, and the past will come back.
for me, all these are temporary, but will the past be relived?
all these will be temporary, of course, all will changed like how it did.

stop for a little while.

THURS10TH SHAWN SHAWN SHAWN BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNDERWEAR!

underwear's lacotse intolerance, so we got some bread, and laid some alphabets using honey, and finish off with some biscuits. =) hope you'll like it, brother!

FRI11TH WENT OUT TO MEET CELINE AND GANG. wooh.. CELINE'S BACK FOR A HOLIDAY! went fisherman's whaft at clarke quay. had some difficulty getting to the place. apparently audrey cant differentiate boat quay and clarke quay, and so brought me to take a bus when she's not sure the exact place to alight. but anw ha a great time with the rest, missed celine so so much. =)

SAT12TH DIDNT GO TKD. ah, so guilty! paiseh amirah, so i really had PW. though i could have went for a little while, but, damn tired you know! anw, everyone's having tests. and dixon paiseh me too!

SUN13TH YAY, GOT MY NEW PHONE AND BAG. woah, i so love my new phone! purple, and there's a cool screen, its flip. gosh, i miss flip phones! and i got a white and black adidas sling. =) nicenice, love getting new things!

MON14TH GP COMMON TEST! ah, out of like dontknowhowmany chapters, i studied like two only. concentrated on youths, and it came out! yay! poor things, those who studied family, not a single qns on it! anw, the LT5 was damn damn freezing cold, despite being fully occupied! my class was sitting right on the first row, and one look up, woah, plenty of people. so nice! haha! and miss chew was so so pissed, started commenting on the poor standards of students, but anw, we're so used to her already.

TUE15TH ECOS COMMON TEST AND CHINESE COMMON TEST! argh, ecos sucks as usual, tried my best to do it, at least wrote down what i know. but, forgetten to do a part, 10MARKS GONE! damn, ah! fail this test again, failed overall, a U. it's not as if i dont study, i try my best already. just seemed to cant get the correct points. and chinese, too as usual, not my thing. aiya, the teacher sucks, the subject sucks. i'll just pass my chinese and try for a B for A's. hate the stupid old chinese rude teacher! and the aircon's so cooling, and the atmosphere's perfect for sleeping. spend the first halfanhour dozing off, try my best not to sleep, but it's chinese! i did my very best.

there's still promos.

WED16TH DIDNT HAVE TRAINING. intensive tests week, so training's cancelled. went IMM, got my metal pencil case. stupid mabel and eve said it's ugly. hello, not your type, the not nice right! haha, they wanted my to cover my pencilcase with paper! ah, demanding ass! haha! anw, went back to sch to watch the rugby match, testimonal match btw J1 and twos. quite nice, as audience to watch them play. but i think we gossiped half of the game? went to play some bb after the game, because demanding mabel again, and this time joey too, just wanted to play. but surprisingly, it's fun. teamed with all three of them, we took turns. loser's treat drinks, and i got the free drink, thanks to my twin! pray i'll play better the next time.

THURS17TH CHINESE ALEVELS CL. early in the morning, even before assembly some stupid old hag came and spolit my day. first thing in the morning she had to pissed me off so badly. what the hell, shitty teacher. chinese teacher big ar? i just asked her whether we need the entry proof for the CL. and she shouted some stupid things, YOU DONT EVEN HAVE IT, NEED WHAT. heck her damn it! argh, couldnt quite control my emotions, and shouted back, in front of mr goh, DONT NEED THEN DONT NEED LAH. seriously, what's her problem. she's stress, but we're what, some anger venting machine? damn her, i dont care if mr goh heard me. she's really so unreasonable. IT'S A REALLY BAD DAY FOR ALL. mabel wanted to be kind, but turned out to be the bad one. then so many problems, argh, friendship things are the childish-est. dont make things so complicated when it's all fine. compromise's the word. no one's the king!

FRI18TH DAY GP PAPER TWO. woah, took it in the hall, and yijie was sitting beside me! =) he's a funny nice guy! anw the paper was okay, hopefully i'll get some good marks to make up for paper one. apparently miss chew said she failed 90percent of the scripts she marked. poor things, but i'll not be that better off either. and after the test, jam went for soccer, the three of tem came to my house to pick some coats. mabel the mothergirl obviously had so much fun playing with wayne. =) so so tired. it's the weekends, tml no training. miss tkd, but i'll get to sleep in! trilympics tml, going at 10 in the night, what the hell, haha, but anw it's a good thing lah, we'll be going out to ton after 1. =) i'll train up my bb skills?

you got me standing on my kneels.

i hate politics, esp those in class. esp irritating. hello, what's with that damn attitude? really getting on my nerves. prehaps he should just shut it off. cut out all the hostile treatment. i'm not going to live two years with all these things. next year, he doesn't shut up, we'll just be nearly hibye classmates. prehaps not even that, forget about the his and byes. DAMN.

sometimes having this blog, so publically isn't that good.

oh well. I MISS MY QUEENSTOWN, LIKE A MILLION OF MISSES! i thought jj wasn't that bad. well it isn't. i've got great fun there, esp the camps and the belonging i felt to my familythree. i've got great friends. yeah, vicky joey mabel. they're great people. but somehow, there's the drifting apart feeling that's coming into me recently, and the insecurity. prehaps overly sensative. but, i dont know, it's like, the feeling is really different from sec schools. like i can really enjoy myself with them, but argh. allright, i think i'm exaggerating here. yeah, i think the reason for this, for the sudden drop in emotions is BIG GIRL. i really wanna enjoy these two years, esp with my class people, they're really great people.

TREKKING ON YOUTH DAY.
we trekked like about 9km today, all the way from from nomanton park to vivo. totally on foot!
joey and i volunteered to be the front markers, leading the way! =) but somehow the both of us were always overpowered by two little mad women! haha! pretty fun trekking, quite an accomplisement!
after the tiresome trip, we lunched with everyone else at the vivo. did a little shopping here and there. spent like more than an hour at diaso! haha. then, went to the roof top to have some talk. some "hearttoheart" talks.
can't wait for some more holidays to come!
oh btw, we saw some little girl in piglet costume. so cute! =)

today's tkd GRADING DAY. went to toh payoh sports hall, wah, i think there's thousands of people there lah! and i saw RUSSELL ONG, RED TIP GOING FOR RED BELT GRADING! cool man, haha! he's gonna pass it well! =)

anw, grading was really less than a minute. went up, station 5, my favourite number! =) i guess i'll pass, but not double-promote!

went for tkd lunch, after which few of us went to bishan to catch HANCOCK. pretty nice movie. action-packed with a little touch of romance. =) it's sad that two people cannot be together, even when they's made for each other. unimaginable, when two people are connected, yet when they're not meant to be beside each other. fate as it is.

just recieved an email from baoxian. it's a email create by a girl from beijing, coco wang. she draws comic stripes almost everyday, and email to people, regarding the stories of the china locals, their stories about the china 5.12 earthquake. it's heartbreaking, all the stories she drew are real life ones. all about how mothers, teachers and more people sacrifice themsleves to save their child and students. two particular stories, about a mother and teacher, using their bodies to shield the children from the debris, so heartening! they died in the positions, cold and hard, so that the little ones beneath them can survive. gosh.

in the honour of the people

who sacrifice for their loves.

at the end of the rainbow

i'll be

when it's time

for you to come to me.

JOEY LEE BIRTHDAY, 29JUNE.
DEAREST JOEY'S BIRTHDAY PICTURES!
NEWYORKNEWYORK AND ESPLANADE ROOFTOP!
anw, i'm so sorry for this belated msg. and for that, i'll leave a entry for you!
HAPPPYY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAYYY MY DEAR JOEY LEE!
knew her just this year, at the orientation camp. didn't really talk to her during the camp, and now, woah, we're like good friends! hehe! how fate works! well anw, she's a lovely person, all the camps both of us went thg , the sufferings fun and all, only strengthen our friendship! i still rmb the 27min of doing the man-style-push-up position, gosh, that's like so memorable. and right after we survived that, i very clearly rmb that we cried, so badly that no one dared to talk to us! HA, WHY? COS MR CHUA SAID YOU WERE TRANSFERRED TO FAMILY TWO. WHEN IN THE END, AFTER ALL THE CRYING, YOU STILL CAME BACK. OMG, COULDN'T IMAGMINE YOU NOT IN FAMILY THREE, NOT IN THE CAMP WHERE IT WAS THE WORSE FOR F3! OMG! i could remember everything about the two camps we went, and the super awesomw times we went thg with our family! MAN, WRITING THIS JUST MAKES ME WANNA GO BACK TO CAMPS WITH FAMILY THREE AGAIN! oh oh! and the time, the few of us, like three girls and dont know how many guys, slept outside the hall. another unforgettable moments! I'M SERIOUSLY GLAD THAT I KNOWN YOU, AND WENT TO TWO CAMPS
TOGETHER. i could rmb what happened in the camps, even in the next life.
and all those times we talk and talk, the hearttoheart talks, the laughing at others and all the crazy things we do, their are made so unforgetable cos you were there too!
we'll pull thg these two years, all the tests exams alevels unhappiness together and come out of it even better allright! keep that smile on you, spread the warmth you carry!

and you're the girl who shines that radiantly.

second week of school!
SATURDAY, eve of grading. tomorrow's already sunday! and, woah, it's my GRADING DAY! omg, everyone's gonna be so nervous! the first grading i've in my life! everyone says we'll pass, but hopefully we'll be doubled promoted! ha! but anw, all the best to the tkd-ers taking grading tml, all white-belters and yellow-tipers! =) yeah. today, tkd training, a pattern-drilling session. we're like armies yah? HAHA. anw, after grading, had lunch, went down to toh payoh sports hall to support claira in her grading. her BLACK BELT GRADING. was wondering if i could ever get till there. we saw lots of little little children, who are already junior black! and look at us, seventeen, trying for yellow tip! haha! after claria was done, apparently she was very good, three of us went to the MOE EXCEL FAIR AT SUNTEC. JJ participate, but when we got down there, and finding the correct place, everything's almost finshed! argh, missed the cheering and mass dancing! aw, I MISS MASS DANCES!
FRIDAY, we had our GEOG COMMON TEST! waited three full hours till the test. and woah, it was the first time, the six of us sat down and studied! ha! that's the good side of the day. and now to the bad side. got a bad headache during the test, and worsen after it! and the six of us, got scolded by some three girls. the same girls. in the toliet, at the pe porch. calling us bitches? hello, take a mirror please. wasn't a good day, or rather, a good day was spolit.
oh ya! vicky had a new song for us.

one day

i went to the zoo

i die there

the worms came

worms?

i hate worms!

what a cute nursery-like song! =) which made all our days!

WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY, couldn't quite remember these days already! haha!
but, TUESDAY, HOOI KIM BIRTHDAY!
DEAREST, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HOPE YOU LIKE OUR F3 SURPRISE!