tue to thurs, taekwondo camp
played the angel and mortal game, throughout the camp. got my mortal's name, then the stupid coconut saw, and told him. but anyway, the game was screwed up, so, it's allright. tue was slack, played the number game, then walked to changi chalet to have dinner. back at the chalet, it's free time. wed came, morning call was at 6! j1s went running, from the chalet to the far end of the changi beach. i thought the run would never end. gordon's running is our sprinting lah! after that we had training at the super rough basketball court, from 11plus to 12 plus, lunch and continue till about 4. we're suppose to have training till 530, but the sky looks like it's going to rain, so we went back to the chalet to do kicking punching and pt! and i'm having bristles on two of my toes, ouch! had bbq for dinner, and it was fun! cooked and cooked. suddenly ping xiang called the may and june babies, told us that our parents called. we believed lah! then birthday cake came out! omg, our seniors are so sweet! after bbq, about 12, some of them wanted to go OCH. what the hell! middle of the night to old changi hospital. called us to go, but of course joey and i didnt. anyway, they went to the entrance and backed out. hhaa! so we walked to changi village, and saw some guy-girl, gapos. they sure look hot, standing by the road with super low cut top and super short skirts. then to the beach, sat down and talk crap. went back at about 3plus, hanged around for a while, then i can't stand it already, and ended up sleeping by the corridor. after campbreak, they wanted to go OCH again. it's day, so i went along too. it's spooky, but i still can take it, cos there's light. but the operating room was creepy.
so that's about t. the camp was quite fun, slack, but at least i got to make some friends. jokers, the brocoli people! haha=)
and i'm beginning to like teakwondo!

got back from genting sunday night.
the trip was allright. took the coach on fri night, drive drive darive. halfway through, about 12plus, the bus just stopped! by the highway, beside the forest, and the two divers, walked gown, and disappear! left the door open. omg, irresponsible freaks. no explanation or nothing, left us waiting like fools. then they came back, apparently their work permit flew out of the bus, when the door was shut. freakingly weird.
on the bus, suddenly the camps memories came back. i remembered line, the ics, chuharn wenjie hamster, helped me a lot lah! =) then the sleep outside the hall, eating maggies, talking, kiatwah occupying two sleeping bags, so that joey and i had only one to share. the guys sleep like so statuslike! omg, memories!
we reach genting at about 5 in the morining, so so very cold. it was like 17degrees! cant stand the cold, and what's more, we can't check in into the rooms! waited and waited, went to macs for breakfast, then walked to some faraway hotel in search for sofas to sleep. walked and walked, but no sofas. so we hanged around the outside of starbucks, trying to sleep in hard chairs, in the cold! after that, the adults went to the casino, and we went to explore the place. rode in the caterpillar, fun, but it can be a little faster. hahaa! wanted to try out the faster rides, but someone dont wanna, and the queue was long! at 10 we went to shop a little, brought a top. pretty shop, padini=) after checking in for like oneandahalf hours, finally we went to our beds! omg, so so tired! rested a little while, went off to the mushroom farm, saw some fungi, which was supposed to be some mushroom growing. yucks. went back to our rooms to sleep, shopped a while again. sushi for dinner, walked around, went back, eat tv, cards. someone lost a underwear, saiong. hahahahahaaaa!
daytwosunday. cold again. went on the cablecars, right into the mist. oh! we sae monkeys mating, my aunt gotso excited, i dont know why. we saw horses too. one was shitting, halfway thought already, then we got so high, shout shout shout, and the shit went in. then my mum were like screaming at two horses to kiss, when we dont even know the sexes. haha, sorry horses, we were so noisy! omg, the adults were shouting. nothing much, headed for home soon after.
mistmistmistgenting. homesweethome.
love the mist.

ninetoten, geog.
onetofour, maths.

tomorrow, tkd camp till thurs.


on a rainy day, the rain will share my tears.
on a stormy day, the storm will take my pain.


for two days, genting took both away

it's friday tml already! at 8, i'll be off to genting! it's a good thing, and there's cons too.
at the start of the morining, we went past a group of campers, enjoying themseleves already! wenjie walked passed, waving his lg banner. me and joey were like, gosh, i want to cry. i want to go camp. i want campers. shitty shit shit. why must i go genting at this time? gosh, heart ache man!
then joey and i stayed back for a while after school. we went to the market to get 10 bottles of honeyed drink for facs in camp! then we decorate the bottles, and went to outside LT5 to give out the bottles to all of them. and guess what, we went at the perfect time! all facs were called to a meeting, leaving the campers alone! there's not fac to take care of the campers, so both of us went to replace the facs. though it's for like less than half an hour, but we enjoyed oursleves! oh yay, familytwo campers are like so fun lah, we went to every lg to introduce, chatted a while, and they were so friendly! the feeling is just like being a fac again! omg, IMISSCAMPS. one malay guy, secondary teo i think, name called daniel i think, asked me to join them for mass dance tml! i was just like asking how was mass dance, and he asked me whether i'll be here tml again. i was like, speechless! ohmygodohmygodohmygod. then went to wenjie's lg, then there were two malay guys, with the same name, damn funny lah! this linecamp campers are like seriously so so fun! allright, i'm not that sad already, just a little still. it's the camp mood and facs mood that bugs me, we're like so fac, that we'll be automatically clearing up, taking notice of those who went toilet and all.
campcampcamps. iwantiwantiwant.
all facs will have a wonderful time. and i'll go crash again tml.

friday, maths test. wish me luck. i've got an e already.

missmissmiss all those times in camps.
loveloveloves and moreloves for all facs.


JOEY. i'll be your reminder, you'll not misplace anything again.

am doing my gpp right now, or rather, has just finished the tip of it. but well, cant do anything much tonight, so i came to write a while, before going off to do ecos again.
today's a busy day, had only one hour break the whole day. lessons and more tutorials. bad sides: gpp screwed up totally, had to change the whole thing after we brainstormed. shitty hell!
well, good side would be that i retake my standing broad jjump, and passed, like 173, but he didnt record, so had to jump again, then 170!aiyo, his eyes need a check up! but i'm still pleased anyway.
one thing that's pissing me off. vicky was like asking, what would you see in a guy that walked past, face or figure. i said character. then they all went, like you can see his true self by looking?
how real their words are. carved perfectly, yet so fragile! flirtatous cute guy. oh well, i'm giving it all up, it's studies and friends first! yeah, stopped thinking it already. =)
then after doinf the chinese test, two people pang seh me lah! hopefully they'll read this! =) vicky and joey, dont wanna go ecos makeup, went home, and i think, is to sleep! leave me alone with irritating maybel, keep running me down! heh. but ecos was fun.
who's the darkest? click, go! ... SANGEETHA.
who's the most playful and idiotic? click, WOON SHIN.
who's the joke of the year? click, and EVE!
and oh my god. mr tan announced that he's leaving us for rv high! wah, he's the best ecos teacher lah, now he's leaving, my ecos how leh? we'll all miss him right?
one last thing, i want to talk more with vicky and joey, so much to tell them tml already!=)
i miss my sec sch dears, jia min, sorry for the false alarm!

nice things happening amist the bad.
i'm enjoying it though.

allright, it's monaday already, VESAK DAY, and last day of the long long weekend. oh well, just as well. i've been sleeping too much during weekends! heh.
last night, aud was like, " are you okay?" "you sound so emo". ahlamak. haha, am i? i'm fine girl, yeah, maybe just a few days, when i'm feeling low. but now, i'm good again! yay! =)
yeah. woke up this morning to see an sms from hamster, asking me to go study at vivo. thought that it was a familythree outing, so aked wenjie and joey. in the end, it's not! cos dixon and bern are going, then somehow, for some reasons i dont know, he feels awkward. so asked me to accompany him. so i went, then met up with dixon and bern. quite weird for me too, cos i didnt even know who was bern! but a trip to the ladies together, talked a little, and freinds already! but, heh, i still didnt know her full name, and how to pronounce it. didnt think she know mine too. but well, she's a nice girl anyway, easy to talk to! =)
oh well, tml, got to go to school in the very early morning again! and some stupid chinese test awaiting, and pc! argh, with so many things on hand, there's no pc-mood at all! but have to go anyway.

hols are coming, and i'm going genting, and not camp.

goodnight then.

your love is only for you

met up with tricia and jiaxin today. it's been a really long time since we last met, since all of us have different timetables now, all busy with each stuff. but anyway, we still met up today, yay! went to watch made with honour, a romatically beautiful chow. it's typical love story, but i still love it anyway, no love story in this world is typica;, for me. and scotland's a nice place! with the huge green mountains and long winding roads, and the old ancient castle, i must visit it someday, and of course, not alone! haha. but not to sidetrack, we had great time catching up with each other lifes, and exchanging presents. shopped for a while, which perked my shopping mood up again, which has died after coming to jc.

i love jiaxin i love tricia it's been seven years, and more to go.

my morethanbestfriends.

but all the time, i was thinking about school. how the work got so much that when i want to start, i dont know how to. it's so fortunate that hte hols is coming. i've slack too much, but i dont want to be labelled as a mugger too. so hols, play and study. it's so nice. i must pass my maths, and at least get a c for ecos and maths! i swear, no matter what it takes, i'll be promoted, i'll be a j2 next year!

and now, i realised i miss out mentioning lots of things.

some backtracking.

my jjc,

vicky joey and i.

a02.
bikila house com, deco com!

and shakesphere on love, which was on long ago.

one day into the weekend, and i'm feeling as if it's already over. seventeen into my life, and i'm feeling as if it's nothing.
i've thought of some things vicky said. that how looks matters in our school, that how insignificant she feels. come to think of it, she's so right. well. maybe not that much, but it's still important. maybe not totally in our school, in other places, it's worse. but it still matters at least quite a bit. how the pretty girls and cute guys click as one. but, anyway, i dont feel care. all the perfect ones, quite a few i know, are not that outstanding in terms of looks. but they still shines, at least i think they do. they care and do the smallest things for you, so small and unexpected, you can cry. often it's the good looks ones that are so hypocritical. no, i dont think i'm being fair here. people i know, like the very one who said this, vicky, and joey, who agrees, is not exactly miss universe, but i'll give them a high A, seriously. i can look at them forever, and i'll not think they're that ugly as they make themselves sounds to be. they shines, even in the brightest sun, i swear. after the long talk on fri, i realised how understanding vicky is, like how she overlooks at other's negative sides. and joey, of cos, the smallest surprises she always do. and many many others.

now, the insignificant part.
i go school, so?
i'm absent, so?
i'm not in camp, so?
i'm not in house comm, so?
at least for now, i dont think my existance matters so that much.
one happy thing, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY JIAXIN! LOVEYOULIKEALWAYS.

read a book called Dear charlie: letters to a lost daughter. love it.

growing in perfect circles

that seems odd to me and you

but the strangest things of all are these beautiful creatures

like faeries that fly

they're pretty like ballerinas

named after all sorts of flowers and plants

they stare at you wuth tiny beady eyes

that seemed to enchant

there is always a dreaming, bewitching aroma

drifting through the air

everywhere you look something dark seems to stare

strange, beautiful flowers growing by rippling streams

different coloured lights shining in beams

waterfalls of dreams and nightmares falling from the treetops

splashes of enchanting water, the smell of juicy berries

never stops

watch out for the twisting branches winding around

your

feet

you cant stay there too long, you can never fall asleep

so when you walk down craokendale lane, remember

to

catch the number 963 bus

otherwise you'll find yourself wandering into the wilderness

charlie wrote beautifully, i hope she's happy in heaven.

Allright, it's friday. just came home from camp. biki house com camp, more of a deco camp i think. we did decos for grandstand, from 5 to 12. hanging up balloons, hanging up banners, drawing cutting painting hanging pandas. damn cute lah! it's tiring, but so fun. there's the sense of achievement in the end, when i saw how beautifully the banners and crests are. man, bikila's powerful! haha, no complacency, rono owens and banni did okay with their banners too! when we were dismissed for washup at 12, for 30mins, three of us went down to the field to help the j2s, apparently they didnt need help. so we went pd's toliet to bath. then, were late for 6mins when gathering. felt so damn gulity, the whole house com got scolding cos of us, ah! then later, we went to apolgize to hendy, our house cap! ahlamak, he actually said sorry before we could even say our piece. oh my, felt even more gulity lah! he say we're peers, yet have to like lecture us, aiyo, it's our fault, and he said sorry! sorry, hendy.

anyway, sports meet was quite nice. everyone got so high nearing the end, were all cheering for biki! three of us were to do the score broad, then screwed up at the start. students teachers were like i want to complain, hey, you've got it wrong. sorry lah! but at the end, mr koh helped, all settled. bikila's the champion!

all end at about one something, so we went jurong library cafe, eat and relax! we talked for like 3 hours, then joey suggested that we say out each of our negative points. steady ah! then listed out for each of us. i'll try to change guys! we talked for so long, still got like so many things to say, but we've got seventeen years of stories to tell anyway! i'm so glad that they're in my class, gosh, we could talk forever.

screwed up my ecos test, again. hols, i'll catch up.
oh yay! we're on the confrimed list of new zealand trip already! taking off in august, yay!
allright, i love the long weekend!

the song is just too loud.

i'm suppose to be doing maths, studying ecos. but, my mind's too heavy. toomuchthings, muchtooheavy.

i can't do anything straight, not unless i get these off.

asked yihao the first thing at pc about the camp. well, i cant go to the camp after all. mon night, i was praying hard for him to say no, there's just too much things to complete for me to say yes.
but now that he says no, it just hit me that i didnt want no. saw the family list of one, together with underwear and joey. joey and i are both in one. counting this, it's the third time we're together on the same family. reality's just too great at that time, too great that i teared. it's stupid i know. joey and vicky was like, stop thinking abt it since it's been decided. i'm really sorry with my wantingtogoanddontwanttogoandjustcantgo mood. joey saw my tears. i couldn't help it! we were all so prepared to be in different families. but we're in the same one, and i cant go! oh my. seriously, i miss my family. all of them. the times in camp, that we slept outside the hall, painting banners and all.



saw shawn, i think he freaked out when i cried. he's just too nice. so sorry underwear!
saw hamster. said he's not going cos we're not. aw, man.
saw hooi kim, her eyes turned red, she said shawn told her that i'm not going. she wanted to jump to familyone if i went. she's really down, saying that most of her family's withdrawing. cheers, kim. i'm really sorry.

anyway, everything's settled.

schoolwork's loading up, with the cannotgocamp mood. my day's not so great.
i'm so sorry if i'm pissing you guys off, vicky and joey.
anyway, we'll fufil the words we said during ecos allright, we'll study and play just a little less. just a few more months, we'll be off to new zealand. and soon it'll be the next year already.

stopped singing that song.

stopped before it gets too deep.

stopped; and just stopped.

it's pointless anyway. i've decided.

monday blues.
everyone's getting pissed, so am i.


i do really loathe chinese, and the teacher too.



i believe that friends come together because of fate. we get to know each other in this vast world, it's not that easy. seriously. compromise, appreciate, understand. sometimes things gets sour, sit down and down it out. why do you meet the people you know now, and not some others? looking at them, their bad to worse friendship, i feel so sad. things just go wrong sometimes, so wrong you cant even mend it up again. and so a friend is lost, just like that. it's a pity.

but, we cant just hear from one side and be biased right?
stay on the fence. it's better.


















feli and jam, cheer up!




vicky, joey and i went bukit timah food centre to feast. carrot cake, satay, tang yuan, sugarcane, spagetti. the food's great. we three had a long talk, all the way from school to eating, and after that. the feeling of being with aud and ps came back. girls talks, everything under the sun. it's so nice.

i miss sec sch, but i love jj just as well.

yet it stays like that.

friday.
all of us went down to support rugby boys. against cjc. sure it was fun watching them. it's my first watching a rugby match. it's tough, the guys down there were just crashing each other. anyway, we lost. 6 to 25 i think. it's so heartening to see our boys cry and all. they played well, but lost, but still, good job guys!

saturday.
YAY. TALENTIME AT NTU. my god, all the volcalists and dancers perform so well, they could become professionals already! they sang really well, and the BASKET's so cool! and the guest performance, aw.. i think i'm melting. vicky and joey understands. audrey's melting too, i'm not the only one allright! but seriously, everything's wow.
vicky got so lowcut, bbut, she forget her undergarments! and her shoe got stuck in the pavement, no one bother to help, those guys were good yah. joey and i were trying not to laugh out loud. hahahaha.
joey, poor girl. she's got lots of probs. hungry, sleeply, nose crying and whatever you name it. take care okay.
mabel's so sexy.
everyone's so nice, audrey's so red. heh.
talentime was great.

sunday.
i'm going to mug. i guess so.

my god.
these adults are seriously deprived of camp-hood.

LINECAMP starts on 22. and i'm going to genting on the 23th. tell me, how the hell can i go to the camp? it's actually possible, but some adults insisted the its a family thing. so it's impossible now. it's so damn unfair. i want to go the camp. oh man. this thing is so frustrating. i cant believe i'm going to be hiding in the hilltops when a camp is actually going on in jj. shitty hell, i'm going to miss so much fun.
shawn hamster chuharn wenjie kim and so many ppl are going.
argh, this sucks.
grown-ups, its okay if you dont get what we're doing, but, cut the crap that we're doing some useless things. useless or not, it's what we're doing.

IRRITATING.

guys, i'm so sorry for not being able to join you guys in camp.
if there's a next, i'm going out for it.
f3's the best still.

I LOVE PEISZE

i just opened ps's "secret message", followed her instructions, and got myself here.

and woah. it's again, another wonderfull beauitful surprise, by PEISZE. THIS IS SO SWEET.
well, her art sense getting better by the day, i must say. my god, the surprises by them this year, is so cool!

GIRLS, I'M REALLY TOUCHED.

okay. i dont blog in the past, until now. wasnt that kind who would blog. but, in honour of her, i'll try to:)

anyway, today. my alarm didnt go off. rushed, aud wanted to wait. but we were not late in the end. then, reached school. VICKY JOEY gave me a big big pooh balloon. haha, it was big.
i carried ard the sch the whole time, looking like a fool. that's what joey wanted. then after civis, went down to canteen with mabel. oh my god. the class was there.

A02, THANKS FOR THE CAKE AND ALL.

then family 3 came. and sung.

I LOVE YOU GUYS.

enjoy,


MABELLINE, MY EVIL TWIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO.

SURPRISE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MILDRED ANG!!

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