Woah, i haven touch my com for such a long time. Been a little lazy recently.

Yesterday was a great day. Goldfish and i had an adventure, to somewhere located nowhere. HAHA, it was a lesson learned. Anw, i had a really great talk with her. YAY! Then dinner with Ana and Audrey was very nice! nice food nice accompany! :)

There was another stayover at joey's again, a very sudden deicision. But it was very productive! Now i feel weird not staying over. I really love those guys man, seriously :) laughter to sorrowful days :)

And then there was investiture of the 29th batch of student councilsors and cabinet. I was so proud to see some of the J1s going up there, and be invested. :) yay, i think i'll really miss jj after this year.

howsun, the great :D

THOSE WERE THE DAYS :D

ohmy, i miss queenstown terribly. I came across pictures that suane tagged, and saw the parade square where everything happens, and the big big letters QUEENSTOWN printed across the tiles. The assembly area everyday, listening to long speechs by the principle and the giving out of cookies everyday! I still remember who everyone was wishing that their names wouldn't be called. haha! And sports leader, the chalet that we had, the courses we had :) memories indeed.

STARFISH :D

ERIN AND I CRAMMED IN WITH THEM :D

And this is a extermely old photo, us in primary 4? Years years old man, omg! HAHA, radin mas was a very very great school, great childhood days :D

Life hasn't been that great. Books. Lectures. Tests. Remedials. Revision. Training. Irritation.

But still, there were better days. Guess once you're numbed, everything's fine.

argh, school's starting tmr again :(

Tue, econs and maths test. and US program for maths. :(

Wed, gp test. :(

HAHA.

now on to some happy things.

Had dinner with F3 on thursday.
YAY. wonderful one.

I love them so so much :)

After dinner, 5 of us followed joey and shawn, her brother home

Then friday, after lunch, her house was transformed.

Joey's School Of Music.

Piano, Electric Piano, Guitars.

Everyone was just playing, and trying to figure out the correct keys to play.

esp shawn and hooi kim.

so everyone was playing the same piece over and over again. HAHA.

It was a great stayover. :)

YAY!

People do change. As much as they are close friends of yours, they change too. They don't behave like how they used to. They feel strange to you. And maybe you're like that to them too.

How strange is life. You can be so close to someone, and yet drift so far apart in the next moment. Ohwell, i guess that's life. Partings are a big part of us. Get used to saying bye.

Just when you made up your mind, you gave it one more, one last thought. And you think otherwise.
You feel frustrated. Detached. Confused. Is this what you want? To remain this way, or just accept things. No, i don't know what i want.
Too afraid to try? Maybe.
Reality hits hard, too hard sometimes.




i got a white bagpack.
:)

woah, grading is finally over.
Well, having a big group of 80ppl has its cons.
cons outweighting its pros.
you dont know half of the ppl.
everything is getting done so so slowly.
takes up time and space.
OMG.
AH.

Anw, i can't find a bagpack today.
:(
i want one now!

Woah, the last two weeks was pretty much eventful. So much so that i haven't had the time visit this blog of mine! Haha, actually i was too lazy to even use the com, all i want was to lie down and sleep. The reason why i've finally decided to write somethings here is because of vicky. HAHA. She complained that i'm wasting her time, so i HAVE to help her to not waste her time :) But, i still love you okay vicky!

Anw, here's the past two weeks.

The few of us finally gave ivy her very belated birthday gift yst, and we went specially to her workplace! YAY. And i was walking ard, trying to search for a bagpack. And yay again, i found it! :)
And thurs was blood donation day. I actually went to donate, which can be considered illegal, since i'm not yet 18 and my mum didn't really say yes. Ohwell, it turned out fine. I didn't faint or what surprisingly. Except that i was so frightened before the donation, so so frightened. I'm not that fond of needles. But it wasn't that painful afterall, and i got a pink bandage :) And it felt really good to be able to do a good deed, it's like, you never know when you'll need blood. When i came out, everyone was like, huh you donated you look so white la. Hello, i'm strong okay! HAHA! Poor vicky and joey couldn't donate, its okay, there's always the next time! :)

And MG(full attendance) went for Confessions Of A Shopaholic. Yay, it was a great movie, totally comical and yet touching :) what a sweet love. Oh, and we were being such bad girls and smuggled lots of food in. And we finish all of it before the movie starts omg la seriously! haha. :)

And on Friday last week, the three of us went Railmall. :) We had yummy prata for lunch, went to explore the place(it was my first time there), went for pictures at the train track, and went to an empty big field. And omg, the train came while we were taking pictures, soo exciting! :) YAY, it's a really nice place, esp the big field with the sun setting, and everyone should visit it once! Yay, it was a very happy day! :)

And we had a nice talk together, which really help to lighten up my mood :) Thank you dears.

And Tues last week was, FELICE BIRTHDAY! YAY. she had plenty of presents and i'm sure she had a happy birthday! :) yay, i love you felice!

Anw we went eve's house for dinner due to our empty pockets, but it turns out great. I think we enjoyed it better at her ouse than anywhere else. And we cooked out dinner! Well, it was her maid actually. HAHA. After dinner we had a rock concert in her room and everyone was singing stupid songs :) YAY, it was another very happy day!

btw, eve's dog is sooo cute. :)

I think money should really drop from the sky. Seriously.

Anw, i've been thinking. And i think it's true that when you dislike a person, you'll start noticing his or her mistakes faults and everything else. And everything will start to be negative, and the dislike will start to grow with it too. It's really sad, but that's human nature.

And, differences really do tear people apart.

I think judging others just by appearances, superfical interaction and rumors makes you superfical and shallow. I've learn to have a mind of my own, and not be influence by others' words, because you might just make the wrong move. Just because the person is not that popular, not that outstanding. Many times, when i know someone better, they are so different from all the descriptions from people.

And sometimes when people stay slient, it doesn't really means that they're easy targets for bullying. They just don't see a point in fighting back, because it doesn't help, because it wouldn't make a difference, bacause there's no point to it already. yeah.

Lastly, trying to be in somewhere you don't feel that you belong, is unbearable. So much that you'll start to be indifferent and go further apart. Because, you don't even belong in the first place, so why try?

woah.

Much more lighter

:)

The sun still shines. :)