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OMG, VICKY IS A GENIUS AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH. YAY. :)

went for a job interview at the duck tours in the morning, before rushing to school, late, for training. training was pretty tough, to make up for all the lost sessions. did hundreds kicks. :) cool, can be considered as a workout in a way, esp for the legs.

i'm envying those who went for the Perth oelp, right now in Perth. how i wished i'm there too. the prefect weather and surroundings. :) argh, but i'm stuck here.
Perth geography fieldtrip, brings back so so much of the secondary school memories. secondary four. went Perth in June, months before O's! haha, but definitely a worthwhile trip, amoss memorable one, with 4b! :) aw, i'm starting to miss it. those beautiful scenaries, perfect place. and i miss 4b too. omg. our class, fights, quarrels, and everything, but still a fun class, and one of the best! i still remember the class dance we did on aces day, how hard we got the guys to dance finally.

and geography teacher, best you could never find elsewhere. Miss Chee! :) thanks so much for the things you've done for us all, though some, most goes unappreciated, you think. but i believe all of us, even the most unexpected ones, knows your efforts. and my A1 for geog, and our class B3 and above results, wouldn't have been achieved without you, seriously. all your seemingly endless scoldings and lectures and anger, thank you so much for not giving up on us. i still remember the smile on your face, when we got back our results. and i'm glad we played a part in putting on the smile. :) although you'll be leaving queenstown soon, for greater heights, but still, continue to touch more hearts! :) of cos, i'll be missing you, whenever i'm back in queenstown, to see you lecturing those juniors and sitting at the table of yours, always so occuiped. thank you, miss chee, once again! :) forever in your twenties?


okay, i'm looking forward to the yunnan trip. more to the part of getting out of this country. :) 21nov, one more week! :)

finally recovering from the sleep bug that's been bugging me.
went to meet audrey and ana, and caught the james bond movie. allright, not too bad a movie.
ana, madagascar, without audrey! they're crappers, totally. :)
anw went to grand's house all the way. manjong, eat. nice, i won three rounds of it.

oooh, anw, i'm promoted! :) though conditionally. but still, promoted. yay!

okay, i think i'll been feeling out of place this few days. like, staying home is a bad idea, but once i get out of my house, i feel like going back. omg, i'm getting so so fickle-minded this few days. seriously. and i'm thinking about certain issues quite a bit. like how, i think i'm more of a follower, and how that bothers me. and so much more things, that i can't say it out here. i'm getting socially inclined? haha, what a phrase. anw, yeah, i starting to get used to the insignificance, and whatever that comes, i'll take it, good or bad. i'm starting to have expectations, not too high ones. i'm not going to let my hopes high, only to crash down hard. reality's hard, but people will get used to it someday. okay, i'm drifting. and i'm starting to miss the new zealand times again, those times on the bus, driving on the seemingly endless road, with just beautiful sceneries to accompany me. ohmy, i wished we could live in those moments forever. this place is a concrete jungle, and i'm beginning to get sick of it. i'm looking forward to the yunnan trip, where i can finally get out of this county and get a change, even though it's a short short change. and yeah, i'm missing familythree too. no birthdays seems to be on the way. argh, those camp times. great days, memories. allright, a gathering is on it's way!

finally, i wished, we could graduate soon. and i believe, this thought will not last not. i'll be missing my college times soon enough. everything's nice, only for the academic part. i'm sick of words, even before i start revision for my reexam. omg, studies!

allright, this is like, a wishing-for-the-impossible post, and quite a pessimestic one. HAHA.

didn't attend training, had flu and bit of fever. all because of the vaccination jab. argh.
woke up at 9 for breakfst, went back to sleep at 11 till now. omg, slept thg half of my day!
anw. haha, what a short post!

went school for my OP today. okay. i think i did fine for the presentation, except that i couldn't quite coordinate. wasn't able to speak and go on with the slides effectively. but i guess it's okay overall. :) but things were not so great for the Q&A. the moment i speak, the teachers were like, huh, sorry, what did you said? too soft, speak louder. this is prehaps the only comment i got for every rehearsal. but whatever, omg, finally, PW'S OVER! :):):) YAY!!
okay, so i went for the leaders' meeting with joey and bernie, paid up for the yunnan trip, and waited for vicky. headed to island creamery for lunch. sat there for quite a while, talking about how things might not seem to be what they are, things happen for a reason, karma, and everything else. i was feeling pretty tired, so i'm the slient one today. for some reason, there're many things bugging me.

vicky, i wanted to tell you this, i wished you were by my side during my OP, so i can connect cables to you and you can be my loudspeaker! hahahaha! :)

okay, some updates. :):):)

fri, went back sch to help jam in the packing of goodies, tgt with vicky. packed 700 hundreds of bags in less than 3 hours. quite an accomplisement i must say. :) we literally filled up the room with goodies bags, leaving little gaps to walk. the space for walking was so tiny that vicky, being smaller than me, actually crashed upon the paper bags that we nicely laid out. crashed, and not fall. HAHA OMG TOTALLY FUNNY. and she couldn't and wouldn't get up, and just sat on the bags, laughing. HAHA! but poor her, she has got many scratches all over.
anw after that viicky and i headed to queensway. she collected her cool jackets for her team, and we had delicious spoon laksa. :)
and i met up with the girls in the evening. fisherman's whaft, :) haven seen them in a million years alr, except for audrey. haha! had a fun time catching up with them. we parted after dinner. audrey, pei sze and i were walking to the bus stop, when some random suggestions to walk to city hall came up. so we walked there, had talked pretty much. it's just letting everything flow, not bothering to hide anything. and there's no need to give details, cos' we'll all understand it. fifth year alr, our friendship still going strong! :) the good old days, where we used to have so many heart to heart talks, and all the crap and romance and everything under the sun. aw, memories.

sat, had yunnan meeting again. reach school at about 710am, and no one, not even one person was in the canteen. and everything was dark, and outside it was so rainy and cold. went to get myself a drink, and a cat was hiding behind the vending machine. freaked me out, and it doesn't help that i'm alone. haha, coward coward. anw, we met up with the secondary school students again. the same old thing, cheers and mass dance teaching.. missed training again, omg, can't wait to kick! headed home after that, i thought i had to go to the hospital with my mum to visit my grandpa. but in the end i was not needed. couldn't rmb what i did after that. haha!

sun, went to the hospital with my mum to take care of my grand, stayed there for almost half a day. all my grand did was sleep, and fighting against my mum to try to get out of mum. and all i did was to eat, read, and block the nurses' path. HAHA. guess i wouldn't like lying in the bed for days too, but, there's no choice. after that, i think i slacked around at home, or something else. my memory's isn't working too well.

mon, OP DAY. i went to school, all ready to present, but it turned out that something cropped out, so our group will be presenting on friday. just as well, i found out that i wasn't that prepared after all. but our group still had to stay as audience, and after that i sneaked into the next room to watch mabel's group present. after all the OPs, they all went to take their results, all except for me. :( yeah, anw, not all results are that great, but i believe things will turn out fine eventually. had lunch tgt with merry gang and ken ws at the coffeeshop near jam's house. because according to mabel, the chicken culet there is the best. we watched taking lives at jam's house after that, which was another nice show according to mabel once again. it's all about her recommedations all day. haha. but anw, it turned out to be quite a nice show. :) only that it got a little boring and slow, and half of our fell asleep. HAHA!



tue, went to grand's house in the morning, since he was discharged alr. in the aftnoon, i went down town to meet the girls, shopped around for a little while before heading back to grand's place again. it's rather frustrating to shop without enough cash. WORK WORK WORK.

wed, my whole day was spent at my grand's house too, again. one full day. utterly boring, and as a result i finshed the whole of my BREAKING DAWN and there's still plenty time to spare. till 9 in the night.

today, went sch for OP rehearsal. wasn't that bad afterall, haha! went bukit merah, and stayed there for like three hours to get quite a few things done. got a vaccination jab, which was quite terrifying. got a haircut, which is not that great, pissed omg! went to the lib to get my i&r settled. got my dinner, ham for my mum. and now, i'll be off to memorise my script for tml OP, and be metally prepared for my results. omg omg omg.

hope everything will turn out fine tml. :)

hello!

wed, officially the last day of school! :) i think we attended GP first thing in the morning only. the rest of the day was spent indulging in merrying, as usual. it's definitely a fun school day. but sadly, the school seems so empty. the J2s are all on study leave, and it being the last day of school, half of the people are absent. it's the first time i've seen the canteen so empty. anw, the few of us had much fun under the sun! the field was so empty, we started taking pics, throwing shoes around, rolling about. :) i'll surely miss these times spent with merry gang!
and we went down to town to study, supposedly. since all of us had no training! :) but somehow, ths studying thing didn't quite work out, and we ended up eating, talking and a little shopping. it's a merrying day thg and thg! cheers, merry gang!

today, CHINESE A LEVELS. i can't say how well or badly i did, cos i seriously have no idea. whatever lah luh, i did my best, and that's it. my only wish is that i don't have to retake the exam the next year. i think i'll go bang myself somewhere if i had to. anw, enough of chinese. after the paper, had a little of yunnan meeting and later the leaders' interview. had some activities before it's my turn. it was hot, but i dont really mind it. I DONT THINK MABEL MINDED IT THAT MUCH TOO, RIGHT? HAHA! we sneak off after our interviews, and stayed up at the grandstand to watch vicky train. we're being such cheapos, we ran to the ops room to have the chocolate fondue, just for that we went. haha! anw, had great time talking with them. they're such irritants, but i love them still. :) but please please, no more of THE CALL.
anw, just when we're about to leave the school, i recieved a call from my mother, saying something about my grandpa being in critical condition and that i were to go to the hospital. and i rushed to my aunt's, and we rushed to the hospital. everyone's so solemn. after one hour of waiting or so, it turned out fine. omg, but still, my grand's pretty weak now and lying in the intensive care. i guess i'll be there overnight soon, tml? hope he's doing fine! :)

omg, i've just heard of something really funny. someone fell asleep, sleeping so soundly. till the point that his brother dragged him around the whole house, and he finally felt the pain and woke up. like a corspe being dragged around. HAHAHAHA. right, dixon? he doesn't wants it explained, privacy! allright, someone's shy. HAHA!!

anw, i think my obsession is getting deeper each day. this is actually the first time i've felt this way. this deeply. omg, i think i'm getting crazy. shitttt. okay, i think the hol's will heal it. i'll be back to normal soon, i hope. :) yeah i'll be. and then, i'll not be clinging on to something so unrealistic, so far out of reach. absence makes the heart grow fonder, i hope not. yesyes, no more of all this, please.

anw, i've just gotten my hands on Breaking Dawn. yay, i'll be engrossed in it soon. it's probably the most ideal love story every girl dreams. the simple love between two, with a little adventure sometimes. i think you can't find it anywhere else but in those books. it's just so fantasy, and got me fantanising. okay, that sounds wrong. anw, it's really really nice.

and i'm looking forward to packing gifts with jam and vicky in school tml! :) and of course, the gathering dinner later in the evening. yay, finally we're meeting up again!
sorry joey and eve, i can't make it for tml's halloween! i'm really really sorry, i wanted to go quite badly!

MABEL, I'M A BIG BIG GIRL, IN A BIG BIG WORLD. okay, loser, thanks for playing along with me all this while. i couldnt imagine life without you, this irritating twin of mine! :) anw, i meant it when i say i'll have 5 on my next year's class tee! HAHA! DONT CHEATING ME OF MY MONEY AND RETURN MY 65CENTS PLEASE, WITH ONE CHINCHOW! :)