You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

ohmygod, i behave seductively and likes to flirt? yucks please.

And, i certainly do not like to be trapped in a dilemma, esp when it comes to using the heart.

I think two people meeting and then falling in love is very much dependent on fate. Prehaps more than half of the people in this world hasn't find and sadly, will not find their true love. Ohwell, but still, there're some who are made for each other.

I would gladly go to somewhere far away and live with my loved one, together with nature. That's what everyone wishes for. And wishes don't usually come true.

Affairs of the heart, not this year certainly.

I really miss New Zealand alot. There's nothing much to think about while we spent our time roaming about and enjoying the magnificent scenaries. Argh, i wish A's would come soon and go soon, then i can leave Singapore for a while, i wish. haha :)

Anw, the one week short holidays are here, and at least i get to sleep in a little more, yay :)

ohmy the past week had been a very busy one and it flew past like the wind.

Sports meet took up most of my time, staying back till past 6 painting banners. Then we spent the whole of friday afternoon trying to settle deco things, and the stayover was pratically all about deco. And finally we get to rest, we found out that we can't, afterall. After sports meet, we've got another thing to do.
But anw, sports meet was great! :) YAY, bikila is the best! Though cheering wasn't that good, but towards the end, i guess everyone did cheer. The runners were really superb. :) The remnants of merrygang had a merry and long lunch near school. We were beyond tired, and way past hunger. just mere hunger and tired is an understatement. i had no breakfast la! well anw, we had a pretty long 4 hrs chat. And, it wasn't a bitching-session kind of thing. Everything's about us, our life, a very much deep thinking and analytical chat. HAHA, we're all in arts taking literature. yeah, and i realised that i've been a little too submissive? a little too soft. don't really know how to say no. ohwell. and according to vicky, i speak before i think, and i'm as fast as anyone else. HAHA, thankyou goldfish :)

I think, today was a very mixed-feelings kind of day. Training in school. And we saw the linecamp prep camp going on. Joey, hooikim and i were sitting at the bench watching the facs doing their things. Some of them got scolded and were on the verge of tears, some of them were sick and still stayed on. And, their all our campers. I guess it's in our nature of ogls, and only ogl can understand this kind of this, we felt really upset when we see them like that! omg, we just sat there and kept watching them, saying how much they're suffering. HAHA, it's kind of silly, but uncontrollable. ohwell, jiayou all the ps and facs! :)
Then, we went NUS open house. It was like a reality check. Business needs a AAA and a B for H1, FASS needs a BBC. Business is my goal, but hello, straight A's? and, they're like taking in 600 ppl. I was speechless. Like i'll ever make it. Dammit. I think i need to mug, the anxiety is killing me omg.
Then, joey and i left first. We were talking on the way, how unbearable we're to leave this college. And the dependency we have on our friends. Going to the uni, to a totally diff environment, where most probably you will not find a close group of friends. MG, F3. Ppl just drift apart when they grow up, it's all inevitable. Maybe we'll just walk past each other and not acknowledge. Life's this right. But, the thought of leaving this college kind of hurt. argh!

ohwell, i need to mug throughout this hols. There's like two block tests when sch reopens.
For this seven plus months to A's, nothing matters more than books, seriously.
ohyes, i finally pass my first econs test :)

Btw, the way nature works really sucks, there's no point in people meeting when they'll part.

yay, yesterday was a relatively happy day. :)
Bikila won the tugofwar, and we're into the finals.
It'll be like, Bikila J1 vs J2. hahah!
And everyone had fun cheering too!
Ohyes, i passed my maths test, like finally, since J1 :)
Hard work do get paid off.
Anw, i had a pretty wonderful journey home with vicky, as usual :)

And today was a happy day too.
With admin og3 outing in the evening.
ohman, i missed them so so much, and i'm so proud that many of them are now leaders! yay!
how i wish orientation was spent with them. ohwell.
Anw, i got one of my most embarrassing moments in the LT today, during the release of A's, omg.
I've decided not to do funny things and put up my hand for fun.

Ohyes, i've decided, that i'm going to study whenever i can,
cos the release of A's is kind of a wake up call.
It's freaking scary to see a number of seniors so upset.
I'll just shoot myself if i've got anything below a C, seriously.
goodness!

anw, i'm getting more and more tired, and my body aches after tugging and its yearning for sleep. :)
And, finally, i get to meet peisze tmr! :)

ohgoodness, it's monday all over again. i was dreading school so much yst, even till this morning. and gp lessons just made it worse. It's going thg essays for one thousand years again omg.
Anw, i'm sooo upset about my maths test today :( I did studied very hard for it over the weekend, but i guess i'll fail again, and all because of a careless move. :( argh, dammit.

Anw, vicky reminded me today abt the three of us catching benjamin buttons after a million years, on last wednesday. It was a very sudden deicision, and we had almond and honey popcorns which were very nice. And, the show was a great one. with great blur lee, and my goldfish :) yayyy. life's not life without them man, seriously. HAHAH.

i can't wait for march holidays to come :(

Thank goodness it's saturday again, and i don't have to wake up so early tml. :)
Anw, yesterday was a busy day. Left for NTU to support the tkd team, then went back to school for bikila trials, and after that, the yunnan trip dinner at jp. I reach home at about 11, and practically slept without doing anything omg!
This morning when i woke up i felt that i could have slept a million more years omg! but anw i dragged myself up and got hooi kim to go to sentosa with me, for the ogl outing. It was a bit sian for me, cos i couldn't play in the water! :( But it was pretty fun watching all the girls being dragged forcefully and got dumped into the water. hahah. Felicia's the bomb la. And i left to meet my mum and she was feeling generous so we had a feast. yay!
I want another ogl outing to the beach again soooon!


Suddenly i don't want to ever graduate! :(
But i want to go experience life in the uni.
How contradicting right, i'm always so confused.
ohwell.
But i've decided, i'm going on a world tour once i've got money.
go back to new zealand, australia, yunnan.
I've decided too, that i'm going to join world vision or smthg like that.
I'm going to the poor countries and help the ppl there. :)
yay, i'm so excited now and i can't wait to start!

I've realised that once i've got a negative impression about someone or something, the impression will just stay on. It will not get any better no matter what happen. But i'm trying to change now, at least from today onwards. I might not be and will never be on the same frequency as some people, but that doesn't mean that they're bad ppl. And if they're bad ppl, then it'll be pointless to care about such people. This world have too much hatred around for us to care.
Anw, i think it's always good to stay neutral and not take sides. Cos' it takes two hands to clap, and it's unfair to just hear one side of the story. So, i shall not be so judgemental from now on, and sit on the fence! :)

yay, there's some tkd competition going on tml, and we get to leave at 1230 tml! this means that i get to skip my maths test and it's really great cos i'll have more time to get prepared! :)

YAY, i had a happy evening in school today, because i saw a really big and pretty rainbow after the rain! Omg, it was really very pretty. I wished i could just take it home with me! :)
anw, there was trials for j1 bikilians, and i finally went for training after such a long time. And that was why i got to see the rainbow! :) :)

And DRAMA FEST last friday was a blast. It was awesome, everyone did such a great job! :) Although we didn't get the best play, but it's the experience and the joy that's more important. I bet everyone in A02 feels that we're the best and that's enough! :) yay, 08A02!

And i survived 3.5hrs of ecos makeup remedial on sat, yay! It's probably the longest i've sit through. Then there was OG10 outing after that, and we practically keep walking and walking. The plan to Singapore flyer failed, since the free tix was redeemed already. Haha. And after the og outing was Felicia's birthday dinner at kenny rogers! It was like another gathering and i haven seen the rest for a long time already! :)

I can't really remember the things that happened for the next few days. But i remembered that Vicky was being very long-winded and she complained to me for 4 hours and 16minutes. In school, on the way home. Ohman, she was being so pessimistic that day and she talked a lot about the same thing. HAHA, such a old woman. :)

Anw, i think i've got a new resolution, that is, to spend more time with my mum! She was being extraordinary kind to me one day. And i think i dont want to regret like how many do, longing for their love ones only after they've depart. yes. And another resolution, to get into NUS or NTU next year. It's a must, and i really dont want to disappoint the people ard me!

I hope it rains tml and there'll be more rainbows! :)