Chinese new year's halfway gone, and i think the merrymaking will cease with today too.
It's been hectic days following up to cny, but i'm enjoying myself quite alot.
Orientation camp before cny, which was quite a blast despite the tone down warning. As usual, it brought up memories of the previous camps.
Cny was another blast.
First two days spent with relatives, lots of gambling and eating. Lion dance at home the second day was not really an eye-opener since it's the same green lion every year.
Third day was hosting friends over at my home, another whole round of food and cards.
Yst was tkd steamboat at chinatown, getting to know some seniors catching up with some and movie!
Today was bainian at shawn's. Ard 8 hours of gambling, with all variation. Quite a feast too, pizza chicken wings fingerfood steamboat!
Chinese new year to many that i know, seems to have lost its excitement like when we were small. Yeah i do feel kinda different with the years going past, but still there's the little anticipation that i have. I think the biggest regret is, not to have a big reunion dinner!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Dance floor.
Prom was yst.
The event was pretty enjoyable, except most of us were quite rude. Getting up in the middle of it and nvr sat down in our seats for a very long time. Photo taking was great and everyone look nice :)
Didnt get to take pictures with some of the people, couldnt find them. After it ends, the whole lobby was packed totally.
Went club aft that. It was crazy. i thought that half of the school was there.
At some point, you couldn't even move. It was that squeezy.
Saw the wild side of most school mates, everyone was just crazy.
I guess yst was a great day :)
The event was pretty enjoyable, except most of us were quite rude. Getting up in the middle of it and nvr sat down in our seats for a very long time. Photo taking was great and everyone look nice :)
Didnt get to take pictures with some of the people, couldnt find them. After it ends, the whole lobby was packed totally.
Went club aft that. It was crazy. i thought that half of the school was there.
At some point, you couldn't even move. It was that squeezy.
Saw the wild side of most school mates, everyone was just crazy.
I guess yst was a great day :)
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Fireworks out.
This time last week, i was pondering about my future, feeling all so pessimestic and low, like future's all gone. So purposeless. It was as if time has stopped together with the putting down of the pens on friday.
But please, do not take it the wrong way. After few weeks of time with books, everything ends so abruptly that leaves me at a loss.
And the burden of finding a prom dress weighs down heavily man. After being out of shops for a pretty long time, my taste had changed. I need something that's out of the mainstream, not the common style you see down the streets. That makes things hard, can't find something i like. Something appropriate for the event, something i could continue using after the event.
I thought about prom. I hope everyone would not start commenting on the appearances of the others. Would defeat the purpose then. But i guess people, inevidently would have many things to say. I saw alr, the materialistic, superfical side of many.
Oh we had a sleepover at vicky's yst. Planned a movie marathon. But it was pretty screwed up. Watched only one movie. Hah. More of a girls night, with nail painting, thinking hard about prom dresses and popping champagne(what a hard time we had) .. Her parents were very kind, bringing us all to a nice cafe for awesome breakfast. How lovely are they.
Then joey came over to sleep yst. Went shopping. At the very last stop, we got our dresses. Yay, long long one. :) I thought it was pretty unique, finally omg. Oh yeah, wanted to make gifts for teachers but we collapse halfway thg it.
I'm praying with all my heart now, that i dont have to go back and touch those books again.
Ohyay F3's going to malaysia and spent the first day of 2010 together. :) Miss them so much.
Maybe i should do up some resolutions for my life thereafter. At least for the coming months.
-get a goodpaying job. (pretty settled i think)
-of cos, have more time for family after much neglect.
-kids day out with s.lam and whoever.
-houseworkcookingsewing women'sjob.
-go back for camps.
-pick up a new skill.
-exercise, at least once a week.
-catch up with some awesomw books shows movies.
I'm reading Victorine, something about women. So proud of her. Struggling between duty and love, that isn't easy at all.
After taking Lit, i'm pretty glad that i'm able to take it in a diff way :)
But please, do not take it the wrong way. After few weeks of time with books, everything ends so abruptly that leaves me at a loss.
And the burden of finding a prom dress weighs down heavily man. After being out of shops for a pretty long time, my taste had changed. I need something that's out of the mainstream, not the common style you see down the streets. That makes things hard, can't find something i like. Something appropriate for the event, something i could continue using after the event.
I thought about prom. I hope everyone would not start commenting on the appearances of the others. Would defeat the purpose then. But i guess people, inevidently would have many things to say. I saw alr, the materialistic, superfical side of many.
Oh we had a sleepover at vicky's yst. Planned a movie marathon. But it was pretty screwed up. Watched only one movie. Hah. More of a girls night, with nail painting, thinking hard about prom dresses and popping champagne(what a hard time we had) .. Her parents were very kind, bringing us all to a nice cafe for awesome breakfast. How lovely are they.
Then joey came over to sleep yst. Went shopping. At the very last stop, we got our dresses. Yay, long long one. :) I thought it was pretty unique, finally omg. Oh yeah, wanted to make gifts for teachers but we collapse halfway thg it.
I'm praying with all my heart now, that i dont have to go back and touch those books again.
Ohyay F3's going to malaysia and spent the first day of 2010 together. :) Miss them so much.
Maybe i should do up some resolutions for my life thereafter. At least for the coming months.
-get a goodpaying job. (pretty settled i think)
-of cos, have more time for family after much neglect.
-kids day out with s.lam and whoever.
-houseworkcookingsewing women'sjob.
-go back for camps.
-pick up a new skill.
-exercise, at least once a week.
-catch up with some awesomw books shows movies.
I'm reading Victorine, something about women. So proud of her. Struggling between duty and love, that isn't easy at all.
After taking Lit, i'm pretty glad that i'm able to take it in a diff way :)
Friday, October 9, 2009
Last.
Yesterday, some of us came to a realization, that next week is the final and last week. Of our jc life. Of our school life. It's the last week in school uniform, singing the national anthem, going to classes and enduring all the lessons. After the next week, we'll no longer be students, where teachers are there to keep a look on us. Everything else is much dependent on us alr.
Somewhere, although some of them don't really think much of this last week, its impacts on me is probably greater. Throughout the 12 years of education, there's definetely many bad times i've went thg. Yet, those lovely moments offset all negative ones. I'll still miss school.
With just 4 weeks left, the stress is really getting to most of us. It's probably one of the rare periods in school, where you'll see j2s studying. Personally, my panic attacks are over, prehaps once in a blue moon.
Today, tuition was pretty good. The whole atmosphere was not so intense. And i think we all learn pretty much today. Dinner was good too, vicky was particularly irritating :)
I'm enjoying the peace after school, having the whole classroom to ourselves, and all ard is so quiet! :)
ohman, my eyelids are very heavy.
Somewhere, although some of them don't really think much of this last week, its impacts on me is probably greater. Throughout the 12 years of education, there's definetely many bad times i've went thg. Yet, those lovely moments offset all negative ones. I'll still miss school.
With just 4 weeks left, the stress is really getting to most of us. It's probably one of the rare periods in school, where you'll see j2s studying. Personally, my panic attacks are over, prehaps once in a blue moon.
Today, tuition was pretty good. The whole atmosphere was not so intense. And i think we all learn pretty much today. Dinner was good too, vicky was particularly irritating :)
I'm enjoying the peace after school, having the whole classroom to ourselves, and all ard is so quiet! :)
ohman, my eyelids are very heavy.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Taking Off Now
At times, waves just come crashing onto the shore, so ruthlessly. Seems like it's not going to stop. With every wave breaking, it brings something with it. You think it's going to make you feel refreshed, all those sprays of cold salt water. But no. Drags you into the water, deeper in, further out. Pulling you so that you can't reach the shore anymore. That's when you just drown.
These few days was like a realisation for me, about many things.
How money can cause so many things to happen.
Alot of things amazed me, including my own actions.
Couldn't quite believe that myself.
Things that never stay permanent, i chose to avoid those. Although i was much dependent in the past on the people ard me, i realise, how quickly ppl changes. Kindof tiggered out the qns, if there really ppl who could give it their all for you? I got the answer that, no, it's only you after all, independence is so impt.
It's actually putting me off, those pretences. No, i no longer want to put on that smile when i can't, say things that i don't want too.
I guess, when everything comes to a stage where it's each to his own, you'll realise who really cares.
These few days was like a realisation for me, about many things.
How money can cause so many things to happen.
Alot of things amazed me, including my own actions.
Couldn't quite believe that myself.
Things that never stay permanent, i chose to avoid those. Although i was much dependent in the past on the people ard me, i realise, how quickly ppl changes. Kindof tiggered out the qns, if there really ppl who could give it their all for you? I got the answer that, no, it's only you after all, independence is so impt.
It's actually putting me off, those pretences. No, i no longer want to put on that smile when i can't, say things that i don't want too.
I guess, when everything comes to a stage where it's each to his own, you'll realise who really cares.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Look into the mirror.
today's tuition ended unexpectantly in tears. :/
All of it triggered out by a qns. Then it got to a whole round of talk, which left almost all of us teary.
It's definitely comforting to know that, there is people who stumble through this phrase of their life, that people fought through with sheer hard effort, and of course it's really nice to know that there's people who are there beside you.
It's good to fall back on stories of success, whether it's about hard work or luck. You could constantly remind yourself that, yeah others made it, and here's your turn.
Even right now, with just 44 days left, i can honestly say, i don't know if i can make it. I used to have doubts on whether i've made the correct choice by choosing this route.
Running this final lap, i'll say that this is what i've chosen, and i believe i've made the best choice for myself. I guess, no matter what the outcome would be, it's one of the best experience i've had, and i will be able to say that i've give it my all. No regrets whatsoever.
It's pretty true that if you feel lousy about yourself to begin with, you cannot step up any further.
Also i don't think i'll ever put my heart into helping someone if i don't see her/him doing justice to herself by starting to work hard. One must be worthly and deserving to be helped.
:)
I believe in fate, and that it brings people together, making us all meet for a reason.
Coming into a jc, i've seen quite a number of people.
Some became very dear to me. Most of my happiest moments are shared with them, and they're there for many of my darkest moments too. I know i'll probably still keep in contact with most of the people who falls into this category, and it'll be really hard to give up the bonds forged within this period. Indeed, they've showed me a lot of things, taught me what a true friend really means, pulling me through many rough patches, pulling me tight when things are ugly. Yes of course, they have their own flaws, but to be able to compromise these flaws brings us all closer.
I'm most grateful to this bunch of people.
With the good ones comes the not so good ones too. Few months back, i'll probably blame on fate for beinging us together, to make me see the side of people that most would prefer to avoid. Indeed some had brought much misery. Through all these, i've got a taste of what i am going to encounter in life later on, the people i'll encounter later on. And they taught me many things too. Fate probably set them up, for me to see who are the dearer ones. Now, i choose not to think that they're bad, but rather, we're just of different frequencies.
Woah, i don't quite know how all these came spilling out. Got quite a bit of the above from my tuition teacher. I've learned about than just mere lit from her. I must say, she's one of the best person i've ever met.
Allright, time to get some actions done instead of just empty talks.
With that, i'll like to say, i'll really like to go into the uni with all the people i hold dear. :)
All of it triggered out by a qns. Then it got to a whole round of talk, which left almost all of us teary.
It's definitely comforting to know that, there is people who stumble through this phrase of their life, that people fought through with sheer hard effort, and of course it's really nice to know that there's people who are there beside you.
It's good to fall back on stories of success, whether it's about hard work or luck. You could constantly remind yourself that, yeah others made it, and here's your turn.
Even right now, with just 44 days left, i can honestly say, i don't know if i can make it. I used to have doubts on whether i've made the correct choice by choosing this route.
Running this final lap, i'll say that this is what i've chosen, and i believe i've made the best choice for myself. I guess, no matter what the outcome would be, it's one of the best experience i've had, and i will be able to say that i've give it my all. No regrets whatsoever.
It's pretty true that if you feel lousy about yourself to begin with, you cannot step up any further.
Also i don't think i'll ever put my heart into helping someone if i don't see her/him doing justice to herself by starting to work hard. One must be worthly and deserving to be helped.
:)
I believe in fate, and that it brings people together, making us all meet for a reason.
Coming into a jc, i've seen quite a number of people.
Some became very dear to me. Most of my happiest moments are shared with them, and they're there for many of my darkest moments too. I know i'll probably still keep in contact with most of the people who falls into this category, and it'll be really hard to give up the bonds forged within this period. Indeed, they've showed me a lot of things, taught me what a true friend really means, pulling me through many rough patches, pulling me tight when things are ugly. Yes of course, they have their own flaws, but to be able to compromise these flaws brings us all closer.
I'm most grateful to this bunch of people.
With the good ones comes the not so good ones too. Few months back, i'll probably blame on fate for beinging us together, to make me see the side of people that most would prefer to avoid. Indeed some had brought much misery. Through all these, i've got a taste of what i am going to encounter in life later on, the people i'll encounter later on. And they taught me many things too. Fate probably set them up, for me to see who are the dearer ones. Now, i choose not to think that they're bad, but rather, we're just of different frequencies.
Woah, i don't quite know how all these came spilling out. Got quite a bit of the above from my tuition teacher. I've learned about than just mere lit from her. I must say, she's one of the best person i've ever met.
Allright, time to get some actions done instead of just empty talks.
With that, i'll like to say, i'll really like to go into the uni with all the people i hold dear. :)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
It's all that now.
School's getting more dreadful with each passing day.
The 2.5hrs long lessons are particularly draining, and given our short attention span, i feel that it is not reaping much benefits for most of us.
I walk in school, not feeling the fresh feeling each day once brought. The amount of workload is accumulating, as well as the stress. It's actually normal these days to see some outbursts, or experience it yourself. A random explosion helps alot, much better than keeping it in and not letting it out.
I end the day worse, knowing that i'll continue the same whole process tml again. I am so tired that i could think of nothing else. Throughout the same, i've been fighting against the urge to lie down, to close my eyes and catch some sleep. :/ sleeping now is a priviledge already.
To be honest, with 47 more days, i don't quite see how i'm going to get my goals. And i have heard this sentence repeated almost daily by most. Demoralized by the prelims results, it'll be quite normal for us to feel hopeless. I'm especially put down by econs, due to a S this time round again. It has the same effect after i've put in effort. What to do? I search for the answer. Then i go deeper down yet again.
Sometimes when you're feeling downright bitter and when all the negative emotions come crashing, i realised that it takes a really simple thing to lighten up everything. A cone of mixed berries ice-cream. A note of encouragement from close friends. A pat on the back. Someone to stand by you. :)
Afterall, it isn't life that is complicated, it is us who makes it all so bad.
The 2.5hrs long lessons are particularly draining, and given our short attention span, i feel that it is not reaping much benefits for most of us.
I walk in school, not feeling the fresh feeling each day once brought. The amount of workload is accumulating, as well as the stress. It's actually normal these days to see some outbursts, or experience it yourself. A random explosion helps alot, much better than keeping it in and not letting it out.
I end the day worse, knowing that i'll continue the same whole process tml again. I am so tired that i could think of nothing else. Throughout the same, i've been fighting against the urge to lie down, to close my eyes and catch some sleep. :/ sleeping now is a priviledge already.
To be honest, with 47 more days, i don't quite see how i'm going to get my goals. And i have heard this sentence repeated almost daily by most. Demoralized by the prelims results, it'll be quite normal for us to feel hopeless. I'm especially put down by econs, due to a S this time round again. It has the same effect after i've put in effort. What to do? I search for the answer. Then i go deeper down yet again.
Sometimes when you're feeling downright bitter and when all the negative emotions come crashing, i realised that it takes a really simple thing to lighten up everything. A cone of mixed berries ice-cream. A note of encouragement from close friends. A pat on the back. Someone to stand by you. :)
Afterall, it isn't life that is complicated, it is us who makes it all so bad.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
HELLO HELP?
I feel like i'm carrying the whole earth. So damn heavy.
Freak. I want to scream out loud. I'll explode sooner or little.
AHHH.
SOS PLEASE
Freak. I want to scream out loud. I'll explode sooner or little.
AHHH.
SOS PLEASE
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
The rain just gets heavier.
The first two days of school were downright horrible. And it just went downhill today.
All cos of results.
Maths, though expected, but. but.
Lit was prehaps the most disappointing one. Thought i'll do better than that seriously.
Gp paper 1 was another demoralising piece.
And, this's not all.
Now, i'm starting to think, i should have just went poly, i should have just stayed back last year.
Teachers are not really helping. Your class is the most unprepared for A levels among the whole cohort. And, seeing how they assist the 4h2s classes.. yeah, they're the potential scholars, but it just made me feel so helpless. Ah freak, i'll probably jump down if i don't get into a uni.
As much as i've said that i'll not let prelims results affect me, it's actually pulling me down much worse.
All cos of results.
Maths, though expected, but. but.
Lit was prehaps the most disappointing one. Thought i'll do better than that seriously.
Gp paper 1 was another demoralising piece.
And, this's not all.
Now, i'm starting to think, i should have just went poly, i should have just stayed back last year.
Teachers are not really helping. Your class is the most unprepared for A levels among the whole cohort. And, seeing how they assist the 4h2s classes.. yeah, they're the potential scholars, but it just made me feel so helpless. Ah freak, i'll probably jump down if i don't get into a uni.
As much as i've said that i'll not let prelims results affect me, it's actually pulling me down much worse.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Break those gates
Yesterday, had lunch at the aston with ana erin and audrey. And the four of us were such kind people. We found a handphone on the pavement, and picked it up. Tried to call using the contacts but couldn't didn't manage to. Then someone called, and we met them and return the phone to them!
If only all the people in the world are honest, then it'll be really great. Then i didn't have to lose my wallet and phone, only to get it back all rotten after months. :/
It's 58 more days. SOS please. Can't find myself sitting down for at least 5 hours. This week is so filled up with events, and at the end of the week, i 'll always feel that there're a million things to do, so much so that i can't find one to start with.
Nono, sdsm, to quote with from school. Starting from next week!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Pose for a pic, please.
HAPPY GIRLS :)
THURS, steamboat with F3s :) Probably one of the last gathering alr. And one of the best. It was good fun, good photo taking, good people. I'll surely miss them like shit.
WED, swimming. tanning. Great fun, esp the wave pool cos everyone can't really grab the float. Great time tanning, but the after effect is horrible omg. We totally overkill.I've decided too put more effort into swimming. Healthy lifestyle yo.
WED, dinner at ion! :) yay, been a really long time since i saw some of them, esp ivy. All so engrossed in our own life, meeting up seems so rare. And i get this feeling that it'll just get more difficult. Time flows, things goes. Hopefully not our friendship.
Can't remember when was this taken. ICONS :)
WCP (plaza, not park), time to study girls!
My right ear is hurting for some unknown reason, but i guess it's most probably ear infection. And the last few nights had been terrible. Sleepless. Can't turn on my left cos of my terrible sunburnt skin, not the right cos of my ear. Don't prefer lying on my back. Ahh.
With the opening of sch week, there's the final lap to A's. With that, comes prom, and yes, the end. What a rush ending it's gonna be, for this short two years. I can't say that i'll like to remain in the sch for even another day, but i'll defintely miss the fun like shit. Made some really awesome good friends. And saw the another terrible side of people.
I'm starting to realise, if you want something really bad enough, you'll throw in all. That's the desperation. That we all need now.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Go on and take a plane.
Good time spent at home today. At least there's no disturbance from anyone.
Though i have to say that this works well for two days at the max.
Too much of slience will kill.
Now. I. Really. Want. To. Get. On. A. Plane.
AND GO AWAY AWAY AWAY.
Singapore gets a little boring nowadays. Like, you can't find a bench with really clear waters, a cliff with really smashing waves, a mountain that is really massive and, yes snow!
I'll like some days, that i can be dressed up in winterwear, those really thick furs, scafts, boots. And not sweat like hell.
Okay, this week is pretty eventful. :) Can't wait.
Ohyes i'm dreading next week like, to a unlimited measurement seriously.
Though i have to say that this works well for two days at the max.
Too much of slience will kill.
Now. I. Really. Want. To. Get. On. A. Plane.
AND GO AWAY AWAY AWAY.
Singapore gets a little boring nowadays. Like, you can't find a bench with really clear waters, a cliff with really smashing waves, a mountain that is really massive and, yes snow!
I'll like some days, that i can be dressed up in winterwear, those really thick furs, scafts, boots. And not sweat like hell.
Okay, this week is pretty eventful. :) Can't wait.
Ohyes i'm dreading next week like, to a unlimited measurement seriously.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Birthday celebrations ought to be at the sakae outlet at the icon, over at the tanjong pagar area.
We went there to celebrate vicky's birthday, and had a pleasant surprise by the manager. :)
It was really sweet of them, to have cakes on the conveyer belt, rolling towards us! 6 little cakes with cartoon characters on it, and plenty of rose petals. It was really a lovely sight.
Fri, just before tuition, ICONS caught COCO before CHANEL. Despite the low ratings, i find the movie a pretty good one. There wasn't much of a story of how the whole Chanel came along, but rather, more on the life of the founder, Coco, and how she came to the decision not to marry. Nearly everyone was the upper-class, so elegant. And it's nice to have a look at the fashion of the past! :)
And oh, tuition wasn't so bad as i think it would be. Another happy thing.
Sat was training! :) Omg it was like a million years since the last training i went for. And it's really pleasant to see many of the J2s there too, though many more couldn't make it. It's been a really long time. Wonderful feeling to be able to sweat like that again, to stretch my limbs again(painfully). And, go for tkd lunch, yay! juniors are lovely people, and it's always more than nice to be training with the j2s! :) I'm missing last year quite a bit alr.
Today is a rainy day and i'll like to sleep 24/7. I think there's something wrong with me, cos i can sleep and sleep and sleep again! Like, i don't really feel awake after a 12 hrs sleep?
I'm kindo lokking forward to next week, with all the gatherings. :)
But recently i've realized that despite being quite dependent on people (don't think i could survive alone), i'm beginning to like to have some time alone. But i do like being in groups where i'll feel at home, no need for pretence and any sort of entertainment, acting like i'm really interested. I'm showing emotions more outwardly, not bothering to show any sort of hyporcrisy.
Life gets a little tiring sometimes you know.
Then, you'll like to just take a walk around, alone.
Maybe on your bagpack, just that and you're going.
Stopping a little, by the river, ocean, cliff.
Standing on the middle of the bridge, on a yatch in the sea.
Sitting on a cafe, just watching people go.
Someday i'll just do that.
bad times for some close friends. Hang in there, there's loads of love from around :)
We went there to celebrate vicky's birthday, and had a pleasant surprise by the manager. :)
It was really sweet of them, to have cakes on the conveyer belt, rolling towards us! 6 little cakes with cartoon characters on it, and plenty of rose petals. It was really a lovely sight.
Fri, just before tuition, ICONS caught COCO before CHANEL. Despite the low ratings, i find the movie a pretty good one. There wasn't much of a story of how the whole Chanel came along, but rather, more on the life of the founder, Coco, and how she came to the decision not to marry. Nearly everyone was the upper-class, so elegant. And it's nice to have a look at the fashion of the past! :)
And oh, tuition wasn't so bad as i think it would be. Another happy thing.
Sat was training! :) Omg it was like a million years since the last training i went for. And it's really pleasant to see many of the J2s there too, though many more couldn't make it. It's been a really long time. Wonderful feeling to be able to sweat like that again, to stretch my limbs again(painfully). And, go for tkd lunch, yay! juniors are lovely people, and it's always more than nice to be training with the j2s! :) I'm missing last year quite a bit alr.
Today is a rainy day and i'll like to sleep 24/7. I think there's something wrong with me, cos i can sleep and sleep and sleep again! Like, i don't really feel awake after a 12 hrs sleep?
I'm kindo lokking forward to next week, with all the gatherings. :)
But recently i've realized that despite being quite dependent on people (don't think i could survive alone), i'm beginning to like to have some time alone. But i do like being in groups where i'll feel at home, no need for pretence and any sort of entertainment, acting like i'm really interested. I'm showing emotions more outwardly, not bothering to show any sort of hyporcrisy.
Life gets a little tiring sometimes you know.
Then, you'll like to just take a walk around, alone.
Maybe on your bagpack, just that and you're going.
Stopping a little, by the river, ocean, cliff.
Standing on the middle of the bridge, on a yatch in the sea.
Sitting on a cafe, just watching people go.
Someday i'll just do that.
bad times for some close friends. Hang in there, there's loads of love from around :)
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Terrible start to the nicely planned out schedule :(
Hasn't been that focused. Distractions is all ard.
Nice days out though. Accompanied Audrey to get her shopping done,
studying out with hamster and joey was much fun :)
I think i'm growing old at a much fast pace. My back is achingly uncomfortable, for some unknown reason. I think i need to lie down a little.
Anw, the next few days, is going to be with Shakesphere, the pretty boring old man, prep for fri's tuition. I would prefer some slightly more modern text anytime, seriously.
Monday, August 31, 2009
After a terrible headache last evening, i gave in and took a panadol. Oh man, i think the pils are not going to work on me soon, cos i've been taking it so often. :( I really hate headaches omg.
After the awesome headache, i spent one whole sleepless night,
trying to plan out the outlay for my room, when my new furniture moves in.
Keep shifting the things ard, in my head. After few hours, i still couldn't quite decide how to place everything.
I'd like to live in the countryside, maybe in a cottage? Ard the hills and greens. With the sheeps and cows and lamb. And the blue blue sky. But i don't mind near the sea too. Oh yes, i'll not mind a castle too HAHA. dream on.
If i can't go and live with the nature, maybe a modern flat, with antique, woody furniture, and a countryside style is good too.
Now, whenever i look out of my window, all i see is flats. And once the view of the sea ard sentosa is now blocked. I'm so tired of being surrounded by flats!
Meeting Audrey in a while. Study, SHOP. :)
I think i've been spending too much, shall try to hold back now.
I think i should go catch some sleep now.
After the awesome headache, i spent one whole sleepless night,
trying to plan out the outlay for my room, when my new furniture moves in.
Keep shifting the things ard, in my head. After few hours, i still couldn't quite decide how to place everything.
I'd like to live in the countryside, maybe in a cottage? Ard the hills and greens. With the sheeps and cows and lamb. And the blue blue sky. But i don't mind near the sea too. Oh yes, i'll not mind a castle too HAHA. dream on.
If i can't go and live with the nature, maybe a modern flat, with antique, woody furniture, and a countryside style is good too.
Now, whenever i look out of my window, all i see is flats. And once the view of the sea ard sentosa is now blocked. I'm so tired of being surrounded by flats!
Meeting Audrey in a while. Study, SHOP. :)
I think i've been spending too much, shall try to hold back now.
I think i should go catch some sleep now.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Piecing it all tgt
You know, sometimes it's really funny.
You listen to a song, and take it to be just another song.
But suddenly, maybe in the slient night,
you listen to it again, and.
Suddenly,
you get the song,
Like, yeah, the lyrics do make a story.
Getting into the beat, the music.
How do you know, he, she, the right one?
You'll have only one, of the one.
Then, what if you pass him/her by, let him/ her go pass.
it'll be all gone?
It's near the end, near graduation day.
Like in sec sch, then now too.
You'll get some unexpected surprises,
people whom once seems so stranger.
unity of the classes.
Treasure only after it's lost,
yeah, somewhere along there.
You know you shouldn't take that attitude,
esp with your parents.
But, you just had to, somehow.
Bad day, bad mood,
Always finding cover-ups.
But, deep down you know it's wrong,
regetting.
People who you hang out, almost everyday.
You thought, they're prehaps the closest i can ever find.
But, as it goes,
All's different, you just don't know why.
I could never picture myself,
saying, hey, i could die for this friend of mine.
Maybe, 18 years of age isn't quite enough still.
FRI. Out with ICONS. Planned for the upcominn 10 weeks. Chatted. Healthy lunch. Dessert! pictues of cos. Fruitfly research at the lib. These lovely girls!
Shopped with Hooikim. Not a wastedful trip at all. Caught up with each other. Brought some much needed essentials. :)
My life, suddenly, ain't that bad afterall :)
You listen to a song, and take it to be just another song.
But suddenly, maybe in the slient night,
you listen to it again, and.
Suddenly,
you get the song,
Like, yeah, the lyrics do make a story.
Getting into the beat, the music.
How do you know, he, she, the right one?
You'll have only one, of the one.
Then, what if you pass him/her by, let him/ her go pass.
it'll be all gone?
It's near the end, near graduation day.
Like in sec sch, then now too.
You'll get some unexpected surprises,
people whom once seems so stranger.
unity of the classes.
Treasure only after it's lost,
yeah, somewhere along there.
You know you shouldn't take that attitude,
esp with your parents.
But, you just had to, somehow.
Bad day, bad mood,
Always finding cover-ups.
But, deep down you know it's wrong,
regetting.
People who you hang out, almost everyday.
You thought, they're prehaps the closest i can ever find.
But, as it goes,
All's different, you just don't know why.
I could never picture myself,
saying, hey, i could die for this friend of mine.
Maybe, 18 years of age isn't quite enough still.
FRI. Out with ICONS. Planned for the upcominn 10 weeks. Chatted. Healthy lunch. Dessert! pictues of cos. Fruitfly research at the lib. These lovely girls!
Shopped with Hooikim. Not a wastedful trip at all. Caught up with each other. Brought some much needed essentials. :)
My life, suddenly, ain't that bad afterall :)
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Crying out for goodness sake.
12 hours later: my last paper, end of prelims.
It’s pretty fortunate that arts are ending much earlier. All of science counterparts are shouting out in sorrow, everytime I brought this matter up. :) Just too bad!
After crashing onto my bed for few hours in the afternoon, I’m feeling recharged up till now. Yet concentration level is pretty low. Quite in the post-prelims mood already.
Lets see. For prelims, I actually feel much more prepared, than the CTs, perhaps having read through much of the notes so many times before already. Yet, I’m not having much faith in the results.
Geog was pretty much screwed up. Human paper today’s actually okay, due the whole atmosphere was weird, and I was feeling drowsy. Physical paper, questions were indirect to me.
Econs, I’ve got a pretty good feeling about essays actually. Managed to finish all six parts. But, whether it’s crap or not, I don’t know. Pls, let me pass this time, plsss.
Lit was just usual. Nothing much to comment about this unpredictable subject ever, maybe only, I do find the poems and prose quite interesting.
Gp, my most feared subject. Don’t think I could handle another consultation with a fail. Try to apply whatever knowledge I could squeeze out then. Just hope that it’ll pay off.
Maths, the failure of my life. Curse of my life, ever since sec sch time. I think I did okay for statistics, but the pure maths part was total crap.
With this review of the prelims and having sit through the full papers, I’ve gotten a real touch with the real exams. It’s gotta be real tough man. Arts is indeed about stamina to be able to pull through those essays. About, more than 15 essays? Halfway through lit and geog the last two days, my fingers almost got detached and my arms were feeling floppy by the end of it. Totally draining physically. And I haven’t got to the amount of things we need to memorise.
But I’m glad that I was not in the science stream. Interest is totally not there.
Okay, the academic dull part is over.
I’m looking forward towards the post-prelims celebrations, which will most probably take part next week. :)
Some retail therapy is most needed.
I was reading through some geog notes the other day, and came across this term : Gender Inequality. Absolutely disgusted with the content. Bride Burns. Female Infantcide. Totally unjust, in every sense. What’s worse, mothers could actually bear to murder their own daughters, just for the sake of trying for another son. They can see their daughters be burn to death, just because of the death of their freaking old husbands. Where’s the great mother love here?
What’s with this gender inequality, seriously. If females were that insignificant, that indispensable, then these senseless egoistic males should perhaps think, where did they even start out from.
Enough ranting, I’m just glad that here, at least girls are respected.
Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUANG! (sorry, belated one!)
You were right, that only when it's coming close to the ending then only people starts to get closer. :) But, there's so much more time after this year! And yeah, thanks for the laughter yo! You're prehaps one of the most "high" people i know, my ogl! The wild yet elegant girl, sharing much common interest! :)
happpy birthday dear!
Btw, i'm really stuck onto the piano piece- lovestory meets vivalavida. Beautiful piece of music.
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
It’s pretty fortunate that arts are ending much earlier. All of science counterparts are shouting out in sorrow, everytime I brought this matter up. :) Just too bad!
After crashing onto my bed for few hours in the afternoon, I’m feeling recharged up till now. Yet concentration level is pretty low. Quite in the post-prelims mood already.
Lets see. For prelims, I actually feel much more prepared, than the CTs, perhaps having read through much of the notes so many times before already. Yet, I’m not having much faith in the results.
Geog was pretty much screwed up. Human paper today’s actually okay, due the whole atmosphere was weird, and I was feeling drowsy. Physical paper, questions were indirect to me.
Econs, I’ve got a pretty good feeling about essays actually. Managed to finish all six parts. But, whether it’s crap or not, I don’t know. Pls, let me pass this time, plsss.
Lit was just usual. Nothing much to comment about this unpredictable subject ever, maybe only, I do find the poems and prose quite interesting.
Gp, my most feared subject. Don’t think I could handle another consultation with a fail. Try to apply whatever knowledge I could squeeze out then. Just hope that it’ll pay off.
Maths, the failure of my life. Curse of my life, ever since sec sch time. I think I did okay for statistics, but the pure maths part was total crap.
With this review of the prelims and having sit through the full papers, I’ve gotten a real touch with the real exams. It’s gotta be real tough man. Arts is indeed about stamina to be able to pull through those essays. About, more than 15 essays? Halfway through lit and geog the last two days, my fingers almost got detached and my arms were feeling floppy by the end of it. Totally draining physically. And I haven’t got to the amount of things we need to memorise.
But I’m glad that I was not in the science stream. Interest is totally not there.
Okay, the academic dull part is over.
I’m looking forward towards the post-prelims celebrations, which will most probably take part next week. :)
Some retail therapy is most needed.
I was reading through some geog notes the other day, and came across this term : Gender Inequality. Absolutely disgusted with the content. Bride Burns. Female Infantcide. Totally unjust, in every sense. What’s worse, mothers could actually bear to murder their own daughters, just for the sake of trying for another son. They can see their daughters be burn to death, just because of the death of their freaking old husbands. Where’s the great mother love here?
What’s with this gender inequality, seriously. If females were that insignificant, that indispensable, then these senseless egoistic males should perhaps think, where did they even start out from.
Enough ranting, I’m just glad that here, at least girls are respected.
Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUANG! (sorry, belated one!)
You were right, that only when it's coming close to the ending then only people starts to get closer. :) But, there's so much more time after this year! And yeah, thanks for the laughter yo! You're prehaps one of the most "high" people i know, my ogl! The wild yet elegant girl, sharing much common interest! :)
happpy birthday dear!
Btw, i'm really stuck onto the piano piece- lovestory meets vivalavida. Beautiful piece of music.
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
Friday, August 21, 2009
Life's getting too good here.
I was watching a show on tv, showing how singaporean actors goes on trip, helping the people in the poorer countries.
Sure it was meaningful.
And yes, envy shot in almost immediately.
I do want to get over this tough period soon,
gain some independence,
and go out there.
Live my dream.
Go to the places forgetten by the others, neglect in the midst of all the progress.
Go to help the people there. At the very least, give them some smiles.
I could do with some hardship, yes i can.
A little cutdown in food, no comfy bed for a little while won't hurt.
I'm pretty serious about this whole thing, i can say.
Right now, here, writing in here, in front of the computer,
lights on, music plugged in,
thinking of tml's meal alr, sick of those books there ..
But, there, right on the other side,
they've got only candles, or none at all, counting on the moonlight,
listening to the raindrops, the wind,
dying of hunger, fighting for bits of leftover on the ground, putting into their mouths whatever they can dig out,
so isolated, they don't know the outside world, definetely not their abc.
Just look.
That's why they say, Life's unfair.
Sure it is.
Anw, on a happier note,
today's studying at Icon, though rather slow, but it was pretty much fun. :)
A productive day for pictues, it's been a long time, and a long time.:)
Those two girls, swimming and doing all sorts of funny things in the water!
And, at times like this, you'll wish you're not a girl. yuccks.
AHH, i want to end this all, and go out of this place for a little while!
Sure it was meaningful.
And yes, envy shot in almost immediately.
I do want to get over this tough period soon,
gain some independence,
and go out there.
Live my dream.
Go to the places forgetten by the others, neglect in the midst of all the progress.
Go to help the people there. At the very least, give them some smiles.
I could do with some hardship, yes i can.
A little cutdown in food, no comfy bed for a little while won't hurt.
I'm pretty serious about this whole thing, i can say.
Right now, here, writing in here, in front of the computer,
lights on, music plugged in,
thinking of tml's meal alr, sick of those books there ..
But, there, right on the other side,
they've got only candles, or none at all, counting on the moonlight,
listening to the raindrops, the wind,
dying of hunger, fighting for bits of leftover on the ground, putting into their mouths whatever they can dig out,
so isolated, they don't know the outside world, definetely not their abc.
Just look.
That's why they say, Life's unfair.
Sure it is.
Anw, on a happier note,
today's studying at Icon, though rather slow, but it was pretty much fun. :)
A productive day for pictues, it's been a long time, and a long time.:)
Those two girls, swimming and doing all sorts of funny things in the water!
And, at times like this, you'll wish you're not a girl. yuccks.
AHH, i want to end this all, and go out of this place for a little while!
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